i think i might having somekind of a depression..
thanks to my bf for cheering me up.. and of cox i've cheered him up too..
cox he's oso stress up wif his workin hours..
ok so, after thinking so much last night, i've decided to leave it all to my gfs..
it's all up to them ryte now..
simply i will as in matikan diri.. and i'll jux bring myself sumwer else...
maybe,having a friend lyk me, doesnt worth it..
and to zie, thanks for ur pray.. ur wish definitely came true..
and i hope dat ure hapie now dat im no longer in korg nyer life.. and yes, i am falling down now..
u may call me stupid by acting dis way, but it's the only way left..
aku dar tk sanggop idop merane..
my hopes and wishes to reunite back my gfs, WONT EVER CAME TRUE I GUESS..
anyways, i'll be meeting finaz one of these days..
cant waid to see her son.. aduhhh..
and yes, i mish fyda so much.. meet son yah..
hais.. dis if life, idop skali, mati skali...
i cant suffer anymoreee... i jux wanna live my life now..
maybe by working, it will occupied most of my time..
to my girlfriends, korg jage diri baek2 k.. i hope u guys will be much2 happier now without me.. memang things can get back to normal, but i noe it wont be the same anymore.. memang aku btol2 sedih,but this is life, aku dar tk berdaye nk buat apa2 lagi.. korg tc k.. bye..