OH BOY! OH BOY!
I swear it's the bad, sad and i think mad dream ever i had in my 18 years of living..
and ya'll wanna know why?
okay, here goes..
it's about me and boyfie, goin out wif my family for dinner..
and all of a sudden, i haf dis feeling bout checking his cellphone..
he kept on saying that dere's nothing in there..
but, being the 'only' girlfriend, maybe i trusted him and dat, dat trust soon became something he took advantage of..
so, i kept on checking wad's goin on behind my back.. haha!
selfish ehk aku.. i know..
i saw this message, by the name of 'kila'..
k pause!
Other than me, who else could it be? could it be his ex? i dont know..
tuhan aje lar yg tau..
k continue, so, i read the messages..
and i swear it felt soo real in my dream.. it's like as if it's true somehow..
here goes..

kila: u, where's ur pathetic girlfriend? rabak seh u tk kluar ngn i.. u gi kluar ngn dier buat ape? menyemak jek tu pompan.. erghhh..
boyfie: dier ader kat depan i nie.. alar, at least i dpt spend tym dgn u ape.. now it's her turn lar.. but i sayang u more lar.. muacks!

k pause lagiiiii!! now what does dat supposed to mean??
duhh.. im being the dumbfuck by still standing strong beside him, thinking dat he's my all.. but, it was all bullshit; in my dream lar of cox.. in real life, i still dont know.. my bad for being the selfish ones.. hah!

k back..
Now this part, sangat2 larrrhhh menyakitkan hati okay?
she replied this while i was holding on to his cellphone..
kila:ouh.. dats why i love you more.. break ngn dier cepat2 k, so that we can continue planning for our marriage.. tersekat2 gini merepek uh.. u jux be frank wif her k, den gitu confem2 everything will go smooth, trust me..
yang aku pelik tu, dar planning nak kahwin... bagos perrr?? hahaha!
if it really happens ehk, aku tol2 dar lame tinggalkan xia.. buatpe nk jadik tunggul ryte..
k here goes the other part..
ntah macam mane kan tibe2 dier skip part, i noe dat part i mengamok abes nyerr.. haha!
tibe2 member bwkku gi tempat tk tau restaurant merepek.. tk perna dgr nyer..
haha!
suddenly got tiger black pepper, somemore inside the menu, tiger tu nga posing.. hahaha!
makdatokkk! merepek xia..
beh tiber2 ader turtle soup, the drinks semer alcoholic drink ehk.. maaf kater uh.
i dont drink for goodness sakeeee!
haha!
mampos!
den idk what the hell i ordered.. gedebak gedebuk, tibe2 kiter putus..
and den dis part skipped abes nyerrrr.. tk terkate nyerr... haha!
he got married wif that 'kila' larr..
i was very2 upset and disappointed though.. seeing them bein so happy in their wedding dress..
it was soo grand okay.. i can blardy see it..
im nt there because i wasnt invited, so i jux stood there, seeing him happy from far lar, den i left..
friends called me up askin me to follow them go club..
ehh takpelarr!!! tk pena2 aku gi club.. hahahha!!
tibe2 aku gi.. and makdatokk.. i can realy see that my face changed xiaaa..
i mean my face looks lyk sooo minah abes.. haha! wif the kening so high.. adoi..
weird..
haha.. and den i had a crush there...
didnt notice dat he was noticing me all along, chey mcm lagu dangerous jek.. haha..
but yea, it's in my dream.. hahah!
gedebak gedebuk, tibe2 yg kawin dgn dat kila da ader anak..
cepat perr? hahaha..
mampos..
and yesss! i miss some part whereby he has a blog..
and i swear the blog so ugly, and den it contains everything about me..
hahaha! but i've forgot oredi wad's the url.. damn! my bad, for having only 512MB brains.. haha!
k blablabla.. wokeup, and couldnt get back to sleep..
maybe it doesnt sound so bad in here, cox i tambah2 some funny details wad...
so yea, dat's it..
and yes, ended up dat dream, me getting married wif someone, idk who.. got good careerrr.. and den dah! abes!
cox mom bukak lagu 'mahligaimu dari airmataku' kuat2 larr..
so ku terbangon.. hahahaha!
k dah, tanak bobal sal nie agik uh..
menyakitkan hati siol, sak, sey,s i a k.. haha!
k byeeee!!