I hate you, but i love you..
I shall pretend that everything's fine and back to normal again..
*breathe in and out deeply*
Sometimes i ponder.. thinking is he the one for me?
is he the right one for me? is he the worth waiting for? does he worth it to be with me?
or, does he really2 understand and accept me for who i am?
well, the answer is always there, but we human being just cant see it..
getting all worked up, head full of our own personal problem, and jux ignoring wasnt the best way to settle things..
well, u wanted it to be that way, then go on..
i know each and every one of us has our own problems to solve, but i guess, being alone, plucking in my earpiece to both of my ears, relieves me..
just have to endure everything..
sorry klau english aku pecah, blog aku, aku peh suke ah..
i cant think straight nowadays..
firstly, i wanted a job badly.. secondly, org2 zaman skrg suke pandang rendah kat kita2..
and banyak2 lagi lah!
i know my posts are all kinda emotional these days..
well all thanks to him..
banyak2 terima kasih!
u and ur ego tk abes2..
penting kan diri sendiri, so selfish!!
i think im'ma go for a jog later on... just so i could think straight..
siak ah.. im already gonna be 19 xia dis year..
aku bukan 4 years old lagi ok.. i know wad is right and wad is wrong..
i lead my own life.. den dat's it..
sudah! bye! mood ilang..
ps: i dont think i'll be using my hp.. mcm knnbccb!!