this is just me.. =D

2009-08-22T23:43:00.001+08:00

JUST WANNA SAY THAT, MY 19TH BIRTHDAY IS AROUND THE CORNER,
GIFTS WOULD BE GREAT THOUGH.. =)
I'LL BE THE HAPPIEST OLD LIL GIRL.. HAHAHA!
anyways, already moved to qielaaa.onsugar.com..
relink me alright?? =)
cya there people..

2009-08-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER IS BEING A BITCH RIGHT NOW..
IM REALLY2 FRUSTRATED!
WILL UPDATE AS SOON AS THIS BLOGGER DAH JALAN KE PANGKAL JALAN..
HMPF!

2009-08-16T16:16:00.002+08:00

THIS USED TO BE A FUNHOUSE!
BUT NOW IT'S FULL OF EVIL CLOWNS!
HAHAHAHHAA!!
cik! nasi ayam 2 ehk??!! ehhh! nasi ayam penyet!
hahahahhaa!!!
okay, korang tak paham kan?? pahamkan jer k??
hurhur!! woahhh..
since im pretty2 bored at home, at last! i know wad to do.. =)
will be goin down for some exercise session later on with sissie..
den iron my lil bro's uniform plus my top and jeans for work tomorrow..
den off to sleep..
huahua!
wad else ehk??
dhilla!!! saye nak video karaoke kite boleh??
nevertheless, i look kental..
because obviously, im proud being kental..
=))))))
okay people, gtg now..
byeee!!

2009-08-15T20:25:00.002+08:00

Well hello kitties..
hahaha! korang takmo nk step kitties ehk tolong ehk..
haahaha! anyways, since it's a saturday, i've nowhere else to go..
so i just stay home accompany sissie..
sing our lungs out, together with lil bro.. hahaha!
we recorded our singing session, and i think it's friggin funny when we watched it back..
hahaha! klakar rabak..
after dat singing and stuffs, played my psp...
den off to admiralty place to get something to eat since momma's not cooking..
bought plenty of food..
hahaha!
as soon as we got home, ate rojak , herbal eggs and black pepper hotdog..
hurhur!
sissie had muah chee, black pepper hotdog and shared rojak with me..
obviously the nyonya rojak cheat my feeling..
because there's more of cucumber than the char kuay..
so tak fair!! haha!
erm..
wad else??
i guess dats about it..
gotta go now..
byeee!

2009-08-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone..
phew! it's been a while.. =)
anyways, apologies for not been updating as usual..
been busy working my ass out, & as soon as i got home, i was too tired..
but since tomorrow is the weekend and i have plenty of time to rest, den i shall update alright??
was supposed to meet the boyfie today, but last minute, plan was cancelled because i knew he wanted to go somewhere else with his friends..
but it's okay though, went to the saloon after work to colour back my hair.. and i love it very much! mcm feminine gitu.. macam ajer.. tapi tak.. lol!
i cant deny that the hairstylist is cute.. hahahha!! prangai ehk khilla.. sorang2 pon jadik..
bt tkpelar, skali skale mah.. lol!
wad else?? erm..
oh! there's once incident which happened this evening..
i was in the train, ALONE.. mark that, IM ALONE.. with everyone else fully packed..
since i cant grab hold on to the pole, i've to balance myself.. and there's this one time, the mrt was bengkang-bengkok, chey, sembarang ajer aku.. lol!
i've no choice bt to balance myself kan??!!! i wanted to fall!! and all of a sudden, i grabbed a nyonya and a man's hand!!!
woahhhh!!!!!!!! sian ahhh!!! wa manyak paiseh wooooh!!!
luckily they are cool with it and just smile...
ahhh.. that's more like it.. lol! korang tak tahu tau betape paisey nyer akuuu!!! hahahha!
i feel like getting off the mrt as soon as possible xiaaa!
okay lar people, im hungry already. goodbye..

2009-08-09T20:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY DEAR SINGAPORE!! =))
anyways, didnt have any plans for today..
i shall lay back and enjoy my stay at home while i still can.. i'll be goin back to work this coming tuesday.. hurhur!
initial plan was to go jurong point to get myself a new flip-flop since mine's gonna haus any moment.. hurhur!
but i decided to forgo the plans..
i was too lazy to drag myself there.. furthermore, i have to rush back home to catch the ndp parade! hurhur!
smangat dok tengok2 orang marching2..
lol!
didnt cook today since the blended chilli dah fully used..
so decided to just get ourselves dinner..
we bought a whole lot of food.. lol!
jangan cakap, aku dok rumah, mcm2 aku consume.. haha!
we bought double cheeseburger meal for grand-daddy since my atok dont wanna eat much, i dont know why..
we bought cheese-hotdog, karipap with sambal, 2 herbal eggs, filet-o-fish meal, nasi ayam penyet and get ourselves bubble tea, plus egg tart..
hahaha!! kecoh kan kiter..
okay, 5 minutes more for the pledge.. lol!
too bad boyfie had to do duty today, or else we've already plan to watch the fireworks together..
but it's okay, we gonna watch it next year together..
im fine with it. =)
lil bro's out to catch the firework, mom has to work today, dad is in german for work..
see lar.. semua orang busy..
haiyaaa..
okay lar.. frankly speaking dhilla, kao kentot busok..
sesungguhnyer aku nk type dah tk bersemangat..
okay bye!

2009-08-09T00:00:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!
well.. wokeup at around 8.45am.. mom switched off the air-conditioner, feelin all so hot, i decided to drag myself to wake up and find something to wear, den to the toilet to shower..
had breakfast at kfc..went to prime supermarket to acherly bought for fyza her skittles since she wants it soo badly, but too bad, the queue was like buying tix for some superstar.. lol!
place it back to wer it belong, den make our way to kfc..
mom bought for me twister idk breakfast..
the egg looks nt tempting, me as a fickle-minded girl, very2 choosy, told mom i dont wanna eat the twister.. but instead, i want the porridge that sissie is having..
mom bought for me the new meal, den gave mom the twister a.m thingy..
she even took the free meal which consist scrambled egg, waffle plus honey biscuit..
taste yummy.. menyesal aku tk makan tu.. hahaha!
den made our way to golden landmark because mom wants to find something to wear for the festive season; hari raya..
found one, met bf.. again, he bullied me, so i decided to pinch is lil tits.. lol! step cute ajer lil..
ahahaha!!
waited for his fren's arrival, den made our way to bugis, bf bought the specs which later contains in some of the pichas.. lol!
den went over to orchard to check out the ion mall..
before that, waited for fyza to arrive.. peh lambat, kalah pengantin.. hahaha!
fyza arrived, made our way to lido to catch G.I joe..
was kinda okay, but the beginning, i feel like falling asleep.. i wonder why.. lol!
didnt eat much popcorns today.. idk why..
den to fareast to actually had our late lunch, but too bad, it was pretty full, so we trained back to bugis.. chit-chat, some taking pichas session, den to banquet to have our dinner..
was hungry by then because why?? i only had porridge liao.. lol!
den trained to jurong east because we had to accompany fyza back home since she has some problems plus her cellphone battery died on her.. lol!
as soon as we're at jurong east, me and bf felt pretty shagged, so we flag a cab back home.. waited under the void-deck for mom and sis, den home sweet home..
i think im gonna fall asleep any moment from now..
byeee! pichas bnyk lame, but takper, orang kate, just enjoyyy...
btw, tags are replied k!

daya: * u keje mane ? tkmo amek pill la; gy jogging with me ! hehh !
khilla: im working somewhere in tuas area.. pretty far lar the journey, but it's okay.. hurhur! saye perna gi jogging, tkde changes pon.. hurhur!!

illa: oii! suke eh ko smpai suro aku replay byk kali. mtk kene sebatz uh. hahaha!~
khilla: suker ahhh!!! mesti tgk banyak2 kali baruu puasss atiiii ahh! haha!

fyzafify: wa sokong smuer babes2 ny....tkya la ill jog smue tk perlu...e chubby e better...c u at werk u durian!!
fyzafify: *ill plak...*pill la*
khilla: hahaha!! siak ajerrr.. the chubby the better ehk.. tak dpt jadi pussycat dolls... semua slim2 belake... hurhur! okay pineapple.. =) tuesday k kite jumpe lagi.. hurhur!!

rina gf: haloo babe thx 4 e tag..haha..jus droppin by here 2 show sum luv (:
khilla: hello gf.. hurhur! yeaa.. no problem.. thanks for the love.. im off to bed now.. hahaha!!

OKAY! TAGS ARE REPLIED! ENJOY!

Bought the new paris hilton perfume!! hurhur!!

2009-08-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

Hello people! im home already! lol!
oh before i forget, good luck abesan to u okay fyza m for tomorrow..
hurhur!!
anyways, didnt much happened today since it's working..
laugh my ass out during work because of that teeth! manyaaaakkk klakar..
lol!
oh yes!!! my 2 dress that i've ordered are here! lawaaaa! haahaha!
there's many things i need to get done..
=))
insyallah! amin!!
blog aku makin lame makin mendak ehk?? kecoh..
anyways, tags replied!!

fyzafify: kpale hotak mu nasik briyani!!!!!!!MAcDONALD LA DEY!!!!da peks??ke buts??ke bis??tula tk dgr org tue berkate...!!!hmpf~~~

fyzafify: alamak kuangaja ah tagboard skrg...aku type gerek2 beh posting failed lyke e muther stuck in e toilet bowl sey khilla ny tag board..kuang aja ar org tue lyfetyme ny tagboard..!!

fyzafify: ah tgk ar skrg aru lei....urgh!!!!*tagboard,we got to talk...ders sumthing unsettle btwin u & mie u idiot tagboard*...kylla...tagboard will take leave on e 6th..wanna settle sumthing wv it

fyzafify: besar nye kuangaja ar...nw my new eneemy...*TAGBOARD*!! watch ur backk!!

khilla: eh ehhh! macam2 ehk terjadi skrg.. ader orang bobal ngn tagboard, bobal dgn gigi usop.. hahahaha!! mcdonald ehk?? bukan nasi briyani ehk?? hahahaha! wa salah dgr ahhh joy! sorie ahhh! hahahaha!! dah gi settle dgn tagboard tu.. kalau boleh, rembat dier upside down skali.. hahaha!! mcm2 ah dekni.. wakaka!

rina gf: babe,cheer up k? im here fer u..min sndri tadi pun ckp kan guys more prefer pmpn berisi jadi count urslf lucky ur one,unlike me tkle gemok even i eat like pig mcm min ckp kasi ako gemz tapi susa...LOL

rina gf: so ya,dun let anyone's commnts brin u dwn aite..let dem see hu ur reali are..and accpt 4 wad u r..chey2..ako da bobal ni..muacks! nice mitin u up jus nw since u nid sumone 2 tok 2 n its my off day tad

rina gf: mepek sak org2 look dwn gini mcm..drg bodo kepe jeles eh npk org gain wgt biarla org suke mkn hapi lyf wad..knnccb ar dis ppl get a life la siol~ don let dem bother ur feelings gf..muahx!

rina gf: khilla khilla! rmbot ako itam palsu sak..wahhas! rmembr wad i told u rmbot ako npk itam gile seh..mntg2 aru dye..LOL

khilla: thanks for being sucha good listener gf.. hurhur! no worries, in time to come, u'll see me like jessica alba! i believeEEE!! hahahaha!! kao nie, tk abes2 ngn rmbt kao itam palsu.. stop it eyyyy.. better stop it.. hahaha!! i'll kip urs and min's advises.. hurhur!!

daya: big is beautiful (: just like me. smile okay sweetheart. da da takmo layan alien. pon cantik (:
khilla: aww.. hehe! wer got u big.. nonsense ajerr.. hurhur! =)) im smiling.. thereee.. hahaha! okay, i wont layan alien k.. dont worry.. hahaha!

illa: alien. hahaha.
khilla: nie aper citer nie?? WAKAKAKA!! dalah smangat swimming.. *angkat2 kening* it's between u and me.. he he heeee!

mashi: i think you look nice lar. where got macam org pregnant?
khilla: wahh.. u 'think' sumore ah.. mane ader nice.. takpe.. nantie one day insyallah kao jumpe aku, aku dah mcm jessica alba! hahahaha!!

NanaYasashii: you've been tag to do the survey from my blog. ;D
khilla: ah nie lagi satu.. tk abes2.. hahaha! will do it tomorrow can? lol! =)

k dah bye!

2009-08-04T23:43:00.002+08:00

Those are the pichas we took yesternight..

hurhur!!

i am fat, i know..

diam sudahhh!!

currently, the overweight issues are back..

serious talking, im sick and tired of people calling me names..

saying things like 'are u pregnant?? or.. why all of a sudden, u became fat??'

wtf?? I'VE FEELINGS OKAY PEOPLE..

STOP BEING SOO HEARTLESS LAR..

kinda sad upon hearing that kinda opinion..

really bring you down..

but for now, i dont really care, because i think i wanna take this pill, meant for slimming..

it's okay to take it because they said 'health is our business!'.. lol!

whatever..

since today i dont wanna go home that fast, so decided to OT together with fyza..

nie anak pergi balek dengan tu gigi.. tolong stop it ehk..

jangan sampai khilla upload tu gambar ehk..

hahahahhaa!!

ur rahsia is in my genggaman! muahahahha!!

okay diam..

anyways, fyza m will be on leave this coming thurs, gonna be working all alone.. =(

boohoo! cannot giler2 for the whole day..

takde org nk layan kegilaan aku..

so i guess, i'll be the 'duhhhhhhhhhh' kinda girl for the whole of thursday..

but it's okay! because it will be ending of weekdays and then comes the weekend!!

wo0ho0!

hahahaa!! shopping sakan dok!

hrmm.. wad else???

nothing?? i think so nothing lar kan..

*yawns* okay dah ngantok now..

chalo!

2009-08-03T21:40:00.002+08:00

Blog besar punyer sial.. tak bedek!
anyways.. thanks fyza and kak yanty for making me laugh my ass out during work..
nobody knows how much i feel.. despite of not bein in the mood, i wont show exactly how i feel..
dont wish to tell anyone wad my problem really is..
ya allah!
tuhan jer yang tau how i really felt at this point of time..
didnt overtime today because both k.yanty and fyza wanted to have their lunch cum early dinner.. they had nasi briyani.. sorrryyy! tak jealous ehk..
hahahaha!
met rina after work.. since we didnt gossiped for so long, we already did..
did some cam-whoring while waiting for her giler boyfriend..
lol!
they bullied me, we talked about being badan semangat!
obviously, he said, guys nowadays prefers their girl to be 'berisi'..
if ya get wad i mean?? doesnt mean im fat, i lose everything..
u are sooo wrong!! gosh! think before u speak alright..
im a normal human being who owns feelings..
dont tell me u dont have feelings?? den who are u den?? alien i should say?? someone from outer space?? damn it!
bobal tak tau nk beralas..
cb!
anyways, the 3 of us had fun laughing because the way rina talk was somehow funny.. hahaha!!
we should hangout again someday..
miss those sec 2's days dengan korg.. hahaha!yg satu ketawe ngn bobal smangat non-stop, yg satu suke bully aku.. hahaha!
bagos lar tu..
made my way home at around 9.. clean myself up.. iron my bro's uniform and my clothes for work tomorrow..
den had my dinner, now im waiting for the right time to poo poo.. hahaha! disgusting.. i know..
diam ah! korg pon alien jugak ke?? stop it seh.. lol!
okay lar sahabat2 sekalian, gtg now..
byeee! gambar aku try upload k? lol!

2009-08-02T17:05:00.003+08:00

Hello people i know & people i dont know...
karaoke today with sissie..
melalak sampai suara terkehel!! hahaha!
as soon as im done karaoke-ing, had durian!
sedappppp!!
mamaaa! bilerr nak pergi joo chiat carik baju raye?? klau dah bulan puasa, tak kuasa tau mak..
surely banyak orang berbuka puasa kat saner..
tak kuasaaaa! hahaha!
seriously, i have no idea wad kaler i want for this year..
mcm dah tk meriah lagi..
if ya noe wad i mean..
kawan2 banyak dah lost contact..
tengok jelar nantie! hari raya, satu2 calling2 nk datang rumah..
itu jam, i said 'no way!!'.. lol!
time raya carik aku, time bukan raya, wahhh.. satu2 dunia masing2..
whatever!
hrm.. my cheeks keeps on twitching.. wad does dat mean?? any idea??
im thinking of buying diet-slim..
but im not really sure how much does the thing cost.. will tryna ask mom to give it a call..
because bab-bab tanyer-menanya tu im not really sure how lar kans.. lol!
hrmm.. as for next weekend.. im not really sure wether the double date to seoul garden is confirm or not..
most probably, fbil will be blanja-ing sissie alone..
hrmm.. sedih jelar.. maybe will go for a date with my irritating boyfriend..
hurhur!
okay people, i guess i have to get going now..
tataaa!

2009-08-01T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hello dear fellas... =)

anyways, im watching boys over flowers right now.. hrm.. seems interesting.. haaa! thanks ehk fyza m...

im thinking wether should i buy the full set of vcd, but it's quite expensive and it's in chinese, i prefer in korea..

we'll see how first..

so anyways, went over to mom's workplace ytd.. since im pretty much tired, told mom to go home by cab..

mak tak larat nk naek train all the way to admiralty..

waliaooo!

okay, saye over.. so hrm... it's a weekend today..

obviously, i'll be staying home lor..

or else, i might be at work working my ass out..

but since i have to cook for dinner on the weekend, i cant go to work..

goshes!

dad has made his way to labuan ytd, and monday he'll be back..

lol! i want perfume k daddy?? hurhur!

pay is rollin in real soon.. seoul garden this coming weekend! i sooo cant waid! haha!

hrmm.. wad else??

i guess dat's it liao..

i wanna go watch boys over flower now..

goodbye!

narie post aku lame, aku tau.. diam!

2009-07-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

No pictures for today's post..
boring? well, u can say that again..
boring.. likeee duh! lol!
work today was okay-okay lar since im not feeling that well..
headaches come and go.. stomach pain laen.. nk muntah laen.. nk berak laen..
mcm2 lar aku..
wah! i think im too tired lar.. lack of rest.. what to do, tak kite, tak orang.. ye tak mak minah?
so anyways, fyza m and me was planning of wad to wear for raya this year.. from the baju kurung colour, down till shoe colour, then to what kinda hairstyle to do..
haha! i think i had he same hairstyle like since forevaaa~ lol!
bobal stop it siakkkk!
erm..
seriously, i've no idea what to wear, how to style em this year.. because simple..
i've no mood.. see lar..
haha! again..
wooo! my pay is coming in, in few days time..
just gotta be more patient.. wednesday will be fyza's birthday..
mcm nk bwk telor busok ah.. saboooo!
pastu kasi durian dah basi... nak????!!! hahahahha!!
tak lar.. saye tidak se-kejam tu... takkkkkkkan lar...
hahaahaa!
tak orang tk kite... hrmm..
i sooo wanna go karaoke! hahaha! and the seoul garden date.. woahhhh! soo cant wait..
next time dhilla, jgn bilang aku siang2.. the day before, aru kao bilang aku..
jadi aku tk se-excited mcm skarang..
woahh.. i've gained weight like again..
it's okay, mokmok means im happy..
kan?? u've guess it right.. lol!
im kinda sleepy already lar people.. will go to bed as soon as im done watching tv..
will do a proper update real soon..
chao!

ps: pijaaaaaaaaaaa!!! gambar tadi manaaa?? halarmakkkk.. kecoh ah lu.. wakkaa!

2009-07-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

Met wanie for a while to have my seaweed shaker..
hooo! hurhur!seeee lar.. my cheeks chubby already.. hehe!
i need to re-touch my hair colour black.. should i dye it black or to the lower part of the hair colour? lol!
hehe!
so anyways, did some catch-up with wanie..
soon, at around 9, she has to meet her boyfriend, then i've to go home..
haha! gosh! the old times.. miss it too much, minus all those merepek people..
lol!
im still waiting for my dress...
just keep waiting, just keep waiting..
lol!
hrmm.. i soo cant's wait to have my karaoke-ing session..
i wanna sing mcm siti nurhaliza! hahahaha!!
*pukes* me? like siti nurhaliza??
more like siti peah..
hahahhaa! gosh! okay im done blogging here, nothing else to say??
yes? no? okay done!
i wanna go finish up my oreo mcflurry, den off to sleep..
night everyone!
liverpool won.. singapore, try harder.. ;-)
don't give up.. hurhur..
bye!

2009-07-26T14:10:00.002+08:00

ho'dear...

woke up at around 11.30am today.. because sissie accidentally kicked my leg, and when i was about to sleep back, there's someone singing my favourite song at the opposite void-deck..

someone's wedding ceremony lar.. how am i supposed to know who??! alamakkkk..

acherly, i wokeup at around 7.30am just because i need to peeee! ho-ho!

den i went back to sleep..

today is sunday.. obviously i wont be going out like again..

never again.. because why?? pasir ris and woodland is a quite far journey..

how am i supposed to meet he bf?? furthermore, im afraid of goin home alone!

u know i know why okay kengkawans??

hrmm..

i feel very exaggerated today..

im tooo bored at home.. feel like wanna have some karaoke-ing session here..

but daddy was out to a wedding ceremony alone since mom has to work today..

it's only 2+pm... seeee lar!!

grrr! i wanna karaoke!! i have no idea how to set up the system because dad just changed it to a new once since the previous one was koprak.. lol!!!!

hahahahhaa!! i wanna go out to the library to borrow some books so i could jux relax at home reading until night-time..

den i can go to sleep, and then work the next morning...

ahhh... shit! monday blues.. when will my pay comes in??

i cant waid to seoul garden... jangan buih k future-brother-in-law...

hahahaha!!

dah lar! tengok tv pon cantik..

i cant waid for some thing which i couldnt mention in here..

it's a surpriseeee! =)

hehee! BYE!

2009-07-25T19:52:00.003+08:00

Hello people.. well, that pichas tkde kene mengena ngn my post k.. i just miss bullying my bf.. lol!

anyways people, im down with flu, headache, coughing and the fatigue has yet to go..

i need plenty2 of rest, but too bad, work comes first.. hopefully my sickness will go away as soon as possible..

and guess wad people?? im pretty2 much envy with those slim2 figure girls.. =(

how i wish i've body like them..

i need tips.. bf has been irritate me to go for a jog every sunday..

but how?????!!!

the nenek kropok still haunts me okay people!!

oh gosh!

bf, kasi sayer mase okay? furthermore, ure too busy with work..

u even have no time to spend with me.. sedih jelar people..

im in love with long dresses..

im waiting for my another long dress now.. =)

order banyak2 sampai sayer puas ati!

lol!

hrmm.. wad else???

oh yes, my fringe, has already grown longer..

should i chop it off or let it be??

i dont know.. lol!

& i think, i'll be rotting at home, while others go and watch ndp live..

but it's okay people, im used to it, furthermore, im afraid of nenek kropok.. remember???

hahhahahahahha!!

i was paranoid all along while i was on the way home from work okay..

korang lar nie bilang2 psl nenek kropok...

kurangajar ah org2 skarang nie.. memang ah..

guess wad people??! im craving for spicy pasta from swensens.. im not really sure wether if it's the right name or not.. but im pretty sure there's 'spicy' sumwhere in front.. lol!

i cant waid for fbil's treat to seoul garden soon!

hahhaha!

okay lar korang2, blog aku pon makin merepek, and im pretty sure, there's no one gonna read my humble blog..

i'll update soon okay?

goodnight.. mwah! =)

2009-07-24T23:35:00.001+08:00

TWO words..
IM SHAGGED!
shall update this blog of mine tomorrow k?
im goin to bed now..
fyza m dah ngorok dah daripade tadi kan pija??
lol!
okay, bye!

2009-07-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hello hello everyone!
again, im pretty upset with the boyfie..
well, i dont wish to argue much, might as well i go to bed, wokeup the next day, work work work, go home, clean myself, have my dinner and den my usual routine goes on and on..
not because of that im upset with, i dont wanna mention anything here..
so anyways, i cant wait for my pay to roll in because.... remember i used to say i needed more undergarments?? lol! censored ehk.. hahaa!
oh dear..
i feel pretty much lonely nowadays.. i just need someone to talk to..
not being myself these days..
i have no idea why..
maybe because of mood-swings..
hrmm.. wad else??
im moody once again..
bye

2009-07-20T23:16:00.001+08:00

After work, went over to vivocity to meet dear boyfriend.. =)
now i miss him already while typing my post for today.. LOL!
so anyways, as i've mentioned, met him over at vivo..
had our early dinner at banquet.. we both had nasi padang..
yummehhh! but i didnt finish up my meal..
as usual, he'll be the one finish it all up.. hurhur!
soon after our dinner, we had our photo-session timeee!!
idk why, but he kips on pinching my cheeks.. sakit u noe! think wad???! alarmak.. darah naek jek..
haha! i sulk for a lil while because he pinch my hand, and it hurts real bad.. mcm budak2 ehk aku.. takper.. skali skale..
he made a stupid joke, which obviously made me laugh.. grrr! benci tauuuu!
went over to the pet shop to visit yogi's sepupu-sepipit.. heheee!
best! i like the chihuahua.. but too bad, we muslim cant take care of dogs.. hehe..
at around 8+, we made our way to the bus-station and board the bus straight to woodlands.. had my nap for a lil while, and den bf starts to disturb me..
no doubt he couldnt keep still and dat makes me awake..
lol! kecoh ah lu brader.. hahahaha!
took cab home as soon as we arrived over at woodlands..
accompanied him for his smokin session.. den he send me home..
awww.. sweet lar dier.. oh! i forgot to mention dat he bought for me a teddy pillow which is obviously very2 comfyyy! i sukerr! heheee! he said, each time when i miss him, hug the pillow and imagine im huggin his hulk arms.. hahaha!
sorry english aku maken pecah.. nantie aku gi library pinjam novel english k??
lol!
blogger is being a bitch because i cant upload my pichas.. damn it!
ewah2.. boring nyerrr post tkder gambar.. okay nevermind, i shall upload our crazy pichas once the blogger da kembali sihat k??
teman2, tag reply session!! =)

illa: CHIBAI! do eu even have to put it at eur blog bout it...waliauu..every site i go about that "thing" sia. ape niiii..tak kelakar tau. =(
khilla: waliaoooo! because it seems to be everywhere dhilla.. banyak2 bace doa kalau takot k?? aku alek nantie aku dgr ayat kerusi.. =) heheee!

mashi: i heard its true. hahaha. baik2 dhilla pat rumah sorang2. hahaha
khilla: bastard seh mash.. hahaha! i heard at jb oso have tau.. better jage2.. wakakaa!!! tk baek seh takotkan budak tu. kesian dier..

LeNnY: Eh, y0u wear specs like cikgu2. haha. but nice la. & i hope my hair will gr0w fast like yours. huhu. =)
khilla: cikgu2??? hahahaha!! i think i look funny with specs leiii... heheee! awww.. hopefully k?? why did u chop it short?? alamak.. dah panjang2 bagos2... takper, hair can always grow right?? im waiting patiently for my hair to grow much2 longer just like my previous hair.. no worries darla.. =) HEHEE!

Nana: sorry adeq tukar link. i must change my link. cause ader mak cik kpo.
khilla: alamak dek! buat klakar per link kasi salah punyer?? kasi btol2 nyer url can? how to link u like dat.. aduhhh! adek kalahkan celebrity pulak.. mesti si sabirah tu kan ke-poh2.. haha!! kecoh..

gurl-gurl: hello there bout tt nenek jual keropok its true tauu , bcos my sister ppunye husband nye sedare dah kene with tt nenek jual keropok and keropok die bauhh and lemauu ! skrg die kat temp
gurl-gurl: nenek tu bongkok pasal itu kakak timpehh pat blakang die
gurl-gurl: and if u realise kan bag keropok tu bukan nenek tu yg bwk tauu but the true is si cantek tu yg bwkk ,
khilla: SO IT'S TRUE??!!! YA ALLAH!!! SAYER TAKOT! are u really sure??? how do u the nenek is carrying the 'thing'??? ishk!! anyways, siape nie?? asal pakai name gurl-gurl, tak pakai namer sendiri.. saye tk makan org lar.. hehee! ader jugak org sudi bace blog sayer.. lol!

2009-07-20T00:45:00.002+08:00

IM AFRAID OF THE NENEK JUAL KROPOK!
ISIT TRUE?? I HOPE SO IT'S NOT.. NIE MCM AKU BALEK OVERTIME, NK DENGAR AYAT KERUSI IN MY MP3 PLAYER.. HALAU SYAITAN2 NIE SUMER..
OK DAH! DAT'S IT! BESOK DHILLA! DOK UMAH, BUKAK AYAT QURSI KUAT2! BIAR NENEK JUAL KROPOK TK DTG K??
OKAY SAYER NK MENGUNDURKAN DIRI..
BESOK BERTUGAS..
BYE!

2009-07-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone.. =)
im thinking wether should i make multiply for myself to store in all my pichas in it, or should i not??
i shall have to think about it first..
well anyways, the jogging session for today is cancelled due to bf kena kerja..
wahhhh!! manyak sedihhh!
but it's okay, i shall give jogging a miss today and decided to just rot and rest at home plus finish up my novel because i wanna borrow more novel from kak yanty since she has plenty of it.. LOL!
hrmm..
will be goin out to admiralty place later on to get myself a bubble tea and chocolate!!
hurhur! lil bro is craving for not 1 but 2 packet of kinder bueno..
tu craving ke.. mencekik dok?? lol!
oh gosh! i wanna go clean myself now.. =)
byeee!!

tags replied! =)

illa: best sei dpt buah tgn dari aussie..tk pe uh giler,ko tk dpt ke sane..ape kate ko cium tu buah tgn lame2..konfem ko ade feeling2 ko kt aussie nyek..huakhuakhuak! :p
khilla: lol! best?? takper.. nantie aku pergi holiday, aku belikan kao buah tangan skali k?? jadi kao tk sedih2.. halarmakkk! ciom tkde pape.... aper kate kao sponsorkan aku tickets to aussie! i'll be the happiest lil sissie everrr! tak bedek! =)

Daya: saw that cute lil daisypath (: hppy one year four monthsary (: heheh. saje je nk wish! last long with ur precious bf ((: geee
Khilla: aww.. thanks dear.. =)) ader jugak orang yg sudi membace blog sayer yg merepek nie.. lol! last long wif ur mon toooo.. heheeee!

didi: hello cantek!! i'm here!!! keke
Khilla: hello pretty gf! terima kasih kerane sudi membace blog sayer nie.. jgn segan2 silu tag lagi.. jealous seh tgk org tu kejap2 gi karaoke.. heeee!! i sooo wanna go karaoke as soon as i get my pay.. insyallah.. hehee!

illa: eh cikgu jijah!!! hahahahaha!
illa: aku nmpk diriku kt belakang terselit mkn mcflurry..wahahaha!>
khilla: LOL! cikgu jijah sape sehh??? namerrr.. tak boleh angs!!!!!!!!!! hahaha!!! aku tk nampak actually, skali kao ckp gitu, tros aku nampak.. lol!! laen kali tkmo tegor.. klau tk,confem org tk nampak.. hahahaha!! spot ajerr kao.. haiyo!

wokay people, im done blogging.. goodbye!

2009-07-19T02:09:00.004+08:00

ITU GAMBAR SUNGGUH TAK PERLU, BUT IT'S OKAY.. JUST TO MAKE MY POST MUCH2 MORE MERIAH! IDEA YANG BERNAS! =) *kening naik2*
so yes people! it's already the weekend.. time for me to regain back my energy which were all used up for work...
need to have lots of rest because why?? because i kept on falling asleep at work due to lack of sleep, instead of sleeping, i was online the net the whole friggin day.. tell me bout it.. pfft!
so anyways, woke up at around 10am today, but since it's too early for me to get up plus i just couldnt get my arse out from my mattress, i decided to continue sleepin all the way up till 12noon..
fyza.m text me askin wether im goin for kak yanty's chalet..
since i've no plan for today, decided to tag along..
but before that, i've to cook today because mom has to go to work early in the morning..
cooked sambal sotong which i know doesnt look like a sambal because i've put in too much of water..
lol! sungguh selenger nyer diriku ini..
after cooked, had my meal.. mind u, i've already wash my face plus brush my teeth alright..
as soon as i've finish my meal, asked daddy wether isit okay if i were to karaoke today..
because each time, when i said i wanna karaoke, he will definitely said that the dvd player wasnt ready for karaoke just yet..
oh gosh! at last! but too bad because most of my karaoke vcd are gone..
should be here somewhere, but since i'm too friggin lazy to look for it, i shall only sing to some songs which i've found..
i sang 'guantanamera' and guess wad?? daddy and sissie laugh at me!! baek kapaaaaa???! hahaha!!
clean myself up at around 5+, den get dress to go out..
met fyza m at around 6+ over at the first cabin at admiralty mrt station..
trained all the way to pasir ris to the chalet..
board the cab and the apek dropped us at the wrong chalet.. damn it! apek.. jahat sehhh! orang cakap A, DIER CAKAP E!!! hahaha! darah naek tingkat 16 jer seh..
so anyways, arrived at the chalet, had our meal.. no doubt it's delicious..
watched APM just for a lil while den i've to get home to meet sissie to buy her mcflurry..
ader2 jer dektu..
so made our way to e-hub to withdraw some cash.. and people..
i hate it when the posb machine doesnt have enough cash in it..
i wanted to withdraw 30 bucks, but instead, i've to withdraw 50 bucks..
i really2 badly wants to save some buckeroos.. damn it!
but oh well, again.. wad exactly even do they have over at pasir ris??? because it was a very2 busy road, plus it wasnt easy for us to get a cab..
as soon as kak yanti saw someone alighting, aku dgn smangatnyer masok to cab and said, 'uncle! woodlands ehk!'..
hahahaha!!
oh! did i ever mention i hate kiasu people????! damn it! irritating cibai xiak!!! tangan ringan jer sey..
erm.. wad else?? oh yes! i seriously needs to do something with my hair already..
my fringe are long now, that explains why my hair was 'leper'.. lol! need to re-colour back my hair plus the technique rebonding wasnt really stays in my hair anymore..
i neeed to rebond back my hair until it grows up till my previous length..
i miss having long hair.. envy tauuuu!!! idiot!
okay lar.. i guess that's it for today..
enough said, im goin to bed now.. goodnight everyone..

2009-07-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

IT'S A SOUVINIER WHICH IS A FOUNDATION GIVEN FROM IRENE.. =)
thanks alot irene! heheee!
obviously it's from aussie, how i wish i could go there for my honeymoon.. hahaha! jaoh sak honeymoon.. kk, holiday.. happy? LOL!
so anyways, work was hectic today..
im very2 fatigue right now.. waiting for the right time to have my dinner, den to bed..
it was raining in the morning when i was otw to work today..
gosh! & obviously my lower part of my jeans are wet and im kinda frustrated, but.. orang2 tua kate, kalau pagi2 monyok tak bagos, rezeki tk masok..
so i just smiled all the way.. not all the way throughout the journey lar, people might think im insane.. LOL!
oh gosh! IM HUNGRY ALREADY!
I WANNA GO HAVE MY DINNER NOW AND GET READY FOR TOMORROW!
AND IM SOOOOO GONNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS 2 EVERY NOW AND THEN.. =)
chao!

2009-07-14T23:53:00.001+08:00

IM GETTIN MORE AND MORE CRAZY OVER TRANSFORMERS ALREADY!
DEAR BF! PULANGKAN PSP BETA OKAY? I NAK MASOKKAN TRANSFORMER PAT DALAM AND TGK ARI2 PAT DALAM TRAIN! I DONT CARE! A WEEK FOR U, A WEEK FOR ME!
LOL!
OH OPTIMUS PRIME AND BUMBLE BEEEE.. U ROBOTS, ARE SOOO MACHOOO! =)
macho daripade bf-ku.. oops! i did it again!.. hahaha! siao!
uhurm.. i'll be goin jogging with dear bf on sundays or saturday, if he is free from work plus not a diet, but healthy eating wise.. but i dont give a hoot.. i eat wad i wanna eat, but i've to work out to burn these fats..
wad else?? wad else aper lagi!
go to bed now young ladyyy!!
*whaat-ever [followed by throwing the tv away just like how bumblee bee did]..
awwww.. seeee! i feel like getting both robots their original robots! that crazy.. i know..
k da bye!

2009-07-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

EHEM! MUKER KHIDIR YANG ON THE TOP LEFT HAND CORNER, IRRITATING GILER! MCM NAK TAPAAAAAAK AJER! LOLS!
Took an mc today since im having diarhhea.. is that the correct spelling?? well, my bad.. sayer nie bukan good in english, banyak pecah eversince im not schooling.. ;-)
so anyways, went to the nearest doctor for some medication plus an mc, which totally cost me 44 bucks.. damn it! padahal i can only drink tea without sugar dah cukop.. siakens..
after a visit to the doctor, fetched bf from his workplace den we train-ed all the way to bugis..
lucky the stomach is being all so nice today since i only visit the toilet for only small businesses, not those big ones.. gosh!
LOL!
changed our watch since his batteries went dead plus the watch is kinda loose.. if ya get wad i mean.. mine was loose too.. but already took out some and now it fits nicely..
bought a skirt and a long sleeve shirt..
manyak lawa to me.. i really2 want a slim stomach.. pretty please.. plus small thighs..
im getting more and more balloon-ing..
im'ma go for some jogging sessions every sunday with dearest boyfriend..
speaking about boyfriend, i wonder why he gets all so nice and being so gentleman towards me each time we met... kenape ehk bie? ader pape ke?? udang di sebalik tomyam ke??
cakappp!!!! hahaha!
there's this time when there's a girl, no doubt she's prettier than me..
i didnt noe that she was glancing at him each time he ate.. and i think he kinda gets annoyed by it.. and den he starts doing all sorts of disgusting things.. example; he chew his food, and den he showed me.. disgusting ain't it??
all i could do is nag and nag until he dont even bother to hear wad i was naggin about and continued eating..
so i just kept my mouth shut and continued eating my nasi ayam..
& den he starts doin it again! this time around, he told me that the girl keeps on looking at him despite having her bf right in front of her..
so i just laughed and dgn bangganyer, dier cakap.. 'suspect i lagi good-looking dari laki dier'..
eeeeeeee! stop it sehhh bie... hahahahhaa!
ni hari banyak ketawe ah.. maner aku tak mok-mok..
arghhhhh!!!!!!! hahaha!
ok damn it.. i need some sleep now.. goodnight everyone! =)

2009-07-12T20:00:00.007+08:00

Hello everybody!
was supposed to go out with fyza.m today..
but mama said we're goin geylang to search for kebaya/baju kurung for hari raya this year, but to no avail, the plan was cancelled!
i really2 wanted to go to vivo today! but, nevermind.. it's okay..
so it's a stay-at-home-for-me today since we're not goin out anywhere..
i miss boyfriend already.. semalam satu hari suntuk aku kene kaciauuuu!
dah tuh ader hati nak rindu2 dier.. bile part jumpe, confem kene marah ngn aku jek..
hahahaha! there's this point of a time, i was wiping away his sweat on his face, followed by lookin for black-heads, not disgusting okay people.. haha!
and den, he went all possessed! like as if, u noe, someone who kena fits????
i was blardy shock and i asked wether is he alright.. all he could do was to stayput that way for a few seconds and went laughing like old apek2 pat kedai kopi..
i was damn pissed by then!
i pushed him away, and told him i dont wanna do it again.. i was blardy scared plus afraid lar..
it's still in my head lar okay..
TOLD CHA I WAS THE ONLY ONE KENA BULLY BY THEM!
and while we were on our way back home to admiralty, i heard sissie and bil was talking about me, sleeping with my mouth wide opened.. no exactly wide, but i guess u know wad i mean..
hahhaa! kecoh xiaaa.. kater penat.. mesti ah..
and like finally! i had my mee soto this morning!!
sedap! I SUKERRR! LAGI2 BEE HOON! ADER CHILLI SUMORE!! hahaha!
next stop, i dont know wad else i was craving for..
as i was typing this, my eyes are getting more and more heavier.. gosh!
haha!
wad else??? im still not satisfied with having just one dress! i need more!
and barang sesiapa yang datang bugis, tlg jgn pergi tempat satu kedai perfume nie, kiwak.. apek bobal irritating sak.. mcm carik pasal pon ader!
org tanye baek2, tgk mcm org tkde duit.. relek sudah.. perfume kao mcm immitation, ader ati bobal ngn aku dat way..
STFU sudah..
okay im done already.. nak gi buat business now..
byee!

2009-07-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!
im feeling soo extra, extra tired today..
sissie woke me up very2 early in the morning, at around 8am?
i guess?
woke up.. stretched myself and den wash the clothes den straight to clean myself and get dress for today's cycling session with the gila company..
didnt know exactly wad to wear, but i just took out wadever's comfortable for me..
text boyfie to wakeup and get ready....
went down to meet bil at around 10am..
went to esso den to pasir ris to fetch my gundu boyfriend.. LOL!
as soon as he saw me, he asked wether does he look like a typical mat-rep, so i say maybe? hahaha! idk how exactly a matrep looks like.. duh!
i should say i was being bullied by him.. he keeps of beating my thigh and my butt..
dat is soooo very much pain alright..
confem bukak suar, pantat merah2 punya.. haha!
arrived over at east coast, we made our way to kfc to have our breakfast cum lunch..
had fish zinger, bf had zinger meal, sissie had bandito, i think bil had zinger meal too..
haha!
sumer zinger, kao sorg je bandito dhilla.. step chong jek.. hahaha!!
done with eating, the four of us kept on talking about transformers, until at one of the point whereby, bil would immitate the part where sam shouted like a girl when one of the evil robot wants to attack him, and goes 'arghhhh!!!!'..
mcm aqua gitu, until the lil girl laughed and was being scold by her mom for laughing while having her meal.. hahaha!
cian dier.. takper, eavesdrop lar banyak2 yer..
once we're done eating, laughing and gossip, we made our way to the bike rental store..
rent the bike whereby, two person can ride together..
as usual, i was being bullied again by him, but im pretty sure, he wasnt being his usual self today..
because why, after a year being together with my darling, he wasnt that gentleman anymore, until today, i can see the gentleman in him..
LOL! i've sense of guilty whenever he wants to carry my handbag, i mean, people would think that im the queen control kinda girl, but nahhh.. i cant be bother though.. haha!
seeee! im not that heartless okay..
we cycled for almost 2 hour, done with cycling, we settled down near to the beach area while bil practise with his control car for some competition which i dont really know wad..
haha!
we made our way to bugis at around 4.30pm..
we walked all around bugis street for level one to level two to get myself a nice dress, but to no avail, i couldnt even find one..
what can i do?? nevermind then, i shall waid for my next pay to get myself nice dress from town area.. i heard there are quite varieties of nice dresses..
shall wait alright people?? went over to the new shopping mall too, but i kinda find it boring..
nothing much to see though..
once u've entered the mall, u will find this 'duhh' kinda feeling.. LOL banyak2! haha!
oh ya! bf bought us a couple watch which is white in colour.. i like it, but as soon as i got home, and tried wearing it, i kinda want the black one too.. it's alright, i shall get the black one when there's time..
once we're done with shopping, bil sent bf home, as usual, i kena bullied by him again!~
den we made to admiralty place to get ourself dinner since mommy's not cooking dinner today.. saddening right? i feel like having ikan pari asam pedas! anyone volunteer to cook for me that? i'll surely love u one.. hahaha!
hrmm..
what else??? i think dat's about it for today??
gtg now people!
bye!!

TAGS REPLIED:

Shizuko: KHILLA!!! Amacam? Baik?
KHILLA : WA MANYAKKK BAEK WOOO! thaanks for ur concern darla.. ;-)

FYDA: Part TITS tros stuck? Tu lah, tetek saper suro besar sgt! LOLX~
KHILLA: AHAHAA!! KUANGAJAR.. AWAK CKP SAYER, AWAK PON SAMER TETEK BESAR.. HAHAHA!! any idea how to kecikkan sket tk? sket jek, tk banyak.. haha!

Syakeerah: k link blog aku http://syakeerah.blogspot.com
KHILLA: ALRIGHT.. I WILL BEBEH! =)

filanaomi: dear do relink me aites thx!!! www.welcomehomefilanaomi.blogspot.com
KHILLA: OKAYY! WILL RELINK ONCE IM DONE UPDATING MY BLOG.. LOL!

rina: wahhh..shoppin sakan eh ko..u ordered as in kt blogshop eh?online shop isit..chey nice eh dresses..im lookin fer nicey ones too (:
KHILLA: ALAR.. BIASELAR.. DAH PENAT, KEJE DENGAN PELOK TITIK, MESTI AH SHOPPING SAKAN.. DUH! hahhaha! NO LAR.. ORDER FROM A FRIEND.. HEE!

Nanaa: kat bugis adeq naq shop. heh! naq join?
KHILLA: ALAMAK.. I JUST WENT TO BUGIS TADI.. OKAY LAR, THERE ARE VARIETIES OF CLOTHES TO CHOOSE, BUT I CHOSE NOT TO BUY THOSE LAR DEK.. I PREFER WEARING DRESS-LIKE KINDA CLOTHES.. IF YA NOE WAD I MEAN.. HURHUR!

sery: huh ?? since when i have a friend name hasanah ??? u got a wrong person .
sery: im just a bloghope babe , many people own a same name (:
KHILLA: OH ALRIGHT.. I THOUGHT URE HER FRIEND, NAH.. IT'S ALRIGHT.. I GUESS SO.. ADER JUGAK SILENT READER EHK.. INGATKAN NOBODY CARES TO READ THIS DUSTY LIL BLOG OF MINE.. JGN SEGAN2 EHK TAG NEXT TIME.. MACEY! =)

OKAY THAT'S ALL FOR NOW PEOPLE, I GTG NOW.. SLAMAT TINGGAL ROMEO! chaloh!~

2009-07-09T21:41:00.002+08:00

I've already caught transformers together with fyza m..
and im gonna give it 10 out of 10 popcorns!!
damn it! gerek kaper! and i find optimus prime is sucha macho robot, pretty much reminds me of power rangers!
hahaha!
kecoh ehk khilla..
oh for those u want me to relink ya'll back, will relink as soon as possible alright.. im kinda fatigue right now..
just for the sake of updating my blog, do some quick catch-ups and den went straight to bed..
ho-ho!
and btw, fyza m dapat the cute dress! ngak fair sih!
it was a free size dress, i thought i could fit it, maklumlah, prasan slim.. padahal padahal.
hahhaa!
part tits jek, tros stuck..
baek kapaaa!
hahaha!
guess wad??!
gaji aku tgl 100+ jek.. sui-sui utk duit blanje for work..
haha! siak ahhh! cepat kaper abes..
takper, next month pay confem2 aku shopping rabak..
nga gila dress dok! nie sumer fyza m punyer pasal..
did overtime today, without the other staffs, hooray2 ah kiter..
baek kaperrr..
i thought fyza m some dance steps for jai ho!
hurhur! funny shit xia dat gal..
ader2 jerr.. hahaha!
okay den people, i think i need a break now..
satu hari suntuk tgk computer, comp pon jemu tgk muke aku..
im off to watch janji diana now..
byee!!

2009-07-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

Work was fine all along.. no time for rest, or for some enjoyments..
only for the weekend, then im off to work..
hurhur! busy bee lar sayer.. =)
dengar2, fyza m nk bukak blog, tapi dier tk reti..
mcm maner tu pija??
hahahahaha!
oh! I CANT WAIT TO GET MYSELF FEW OF UNDERGARMENTS FOR MYSELF! AND I SERIOUSLY NEED A CORSET..
sesungguhnyer, perot sayer mangkin boncit..
jalan pon, perot bouncing2 mcm bola..
hahaha! paranoid giler, tak bedek!
hahaha! thought of ordering one, bt takpe lar..
mak tk sanggop nk tgu 2 minggu for a corset, i'll try to find one myself.. =)
anyways, altogether, i've ordered 5 pieces of clothes for myself.. cant waid for it's arrival.. =)
90 bucks aku dah gone.. haha! tgk ah.. mata rambang.. padahal bleh dpt murah2 pat bugis, tanak tau..
but it's okay, tk rugi.. dress dier lawa2!
tak bedek! i like.. =)
dah feminine tau skrg.. fyza m lar yg kasi kite tersangkot ngn dresses..
perot boncit aku pon tk nampak sangat..
and i seriously need to alter my maxi dress.. not exactly a maxi dress, but it certainly looks like one though..
will send for alteration real soon.. how much ah nak alter?
LOL!
hmpf! need to save some money for some karaoke-ing session and the outing wif sissie, bil and my bf this coming saturday..
duit duit.. di mana kau duit?? hahaha!
oh yes! the fasting month will be next month..
believe it or not???! cepat kaper?? i myself tak percaya.. but wad to do..
we're islam, puasa tetap puasa mah.. *angkat2 kening* =)
eherm!
what colour do i want this year for raya??
im not really sure myself though..
mcm nk hot pink gitu.. fuhh!! menusukkk!! wakaka!
still need to do some thinking..
eherm! wad else?? i need to do someting to my hair.. =)
well, well, well..
BANYAK BUNYIK AH KAO KHILLA..
EH SUKER ATI AKU AH, BLOG AKU PER.. LOL!
oklar bebeh, i need to go now..
goodnight semua! mwahh!

2009-07-05T00:52:00.002+08:00

Well guess what people??! my pay has yet rollin' in my account..
thanks ah!
BIG BIG LOL OKAY!
oh dear, hopefully the sale wont last that fast.. pretty please..
i need a whole lot of things liao...
dress, perfumes, new makeup stock since mine already finishing, especially my eyeliner and mascara! damn it!
and yaynesss! i've found my false eyelash, it's somewhere inside my wardrobe..
but im nt really sure if there's any expiry date for a fash eyelash??
are there any????!
lagi LOL!
buat klakar seram ehk aku.. hahhaa!
again, the double date was cancelled due to us, too tired to even drag ourself out, and our pay blom lagik masok..
menyedihkan right?? tapi tk mengapa, lain hari also can mah..
and yar! i've already plan for me and sissie's date next week..
we're goin for our cycling session..
i can bet with you, surely i kena bully one !!! especially when the two guys combine force kan..
abes ah i tell you.. surely i kena!!
hahahaa!!
we'll try to go out as early as possible k.. as im craving for my hotcakes wif sausage and my tea..
as wad fyza always said, 'orang gila jek minom teh'..
sayer tk segiler terok dari awak tu k.. jadi awas!
jeng jeng jeng!
hahaha! bodyshop tengah ader sale dok! part aku nk grab jek, kocek kosong tak ada duit witttt...
hahaha!! tapi tidak mengapa.. i'll grab dat one day, somehow..
*kening naik2*
wad else?? wad else???
ermm.. i need a brand new watch as my previous pink watch dah pecah while i was busy carrying that heavy box.. thanks ah kotak!!!
hahhahaa!
alar i don't know wad to say already, yang penting, i want lots and lots of dress and new tops plus jeans!
that's it! i dont care okay.. I WANNA GO FOR SOME RETAIL THERAPY!
DEAR LOVE, SISSIE AND BIL, PLEASE EHK.. NIE KALI SERIOUSLY WE'RE GOIN ARD 10AM FOR OUR CYCLING OVER AT ECP! TOLONG JANGAN MACAM2 DENGAN SAYER OKAY!
hahaha! i bet it's gonna be fun lar..
oh did i tell ya im merajok-in wif bf today??? all along kan, member ckp nk berak lar, nk tdo lar, nga busy lar.. abeh msg org sekentot2.. puas ati takyah msg teros kan??? so i told him i dont wanna disturb him..
and den he didnt even reply to my message.. tu lagi big big thanks ah!!
terime kaseh jelar k..
mama! seriously i want the tummy trim lar.. just take a look at my round belly..
da mcm mak budak sehhh..
mashi pon kalah... hahaha!
okay lar people, before i start to blabber some other sungguh tk perlu things, i'll better get goin now..

FYZAAAAAAA M!!!!!!! TOLONG JANGAN LAMBAT ON MONDAY PLEASEEEE! JGN TIDOR LAMBAT2, NANTIE LAMBAT PLAK BANGON..
& people, guess wad?? im soo outdated until i didnt even noe dat we can topup starhub prepaids $5 over at the atm..
alangkah outdated nyer diri sayer..
LOL!
k dah bye semuaaa!

2009-07-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

Heyho! gaji beta blom masok seh! hmpf!
i wanna buy more bajuuuuu! mengamok ah gini! nak mogok ah!
hahaha!
met love just now, thanks fyza kerana menemani diriku yang sunyi sepi tadi..
wakaka!!
oh dear, im really2 full right now..
im too tired, and i wanna get some sleep now.. goodnight all!

2009-07-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

ERGH! YOU'RE GETTIN ON MY NERVES, BITCH!

2009-06-27T22:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ACHMAD REDZA AND MY UNCLE; PAK ITAM =))

hurhur! the cake was delicious, 'cept for the fact that the cake play cheat! ingatkan decoration, skali check2 mcm stakat ltak jek.. hahhaa!

but cake manyak sedapp!!! wa sukaaa! wa rindu lil aan oredi..

how?? nak kidnap dier ah.. haha!

ooh.. i also miss my boyfriend..

fuh!

so anyways, i'll most probably be extra busy for the next two weekds..

for next week, i'll be goin for dinner together wif my family because it's mama's bdae.. den will be goin sentosa wif fyza m..

and then for the next coming week, maybe i'll be goin out together with boyfriend, bil and sissie to ecp for our cycling session..

i bet it's gonna be fun!!!

ramai2 cycling mah.. confirm2 aku kene bully agik..

tak cayer tgk jek.. mentang2 aku paling pendek kan! bagos! tak baek seh korg.. tampar satu2 kang aru tau..

hehe!

wad else ehk?? ohhh yes!! mashi! aku suker wak sam's ikan bakar and ayam bbq!!!

aku nak mkn tu 10 pinggan boleh?? confem syiok ehk..

hahhahaa!!

mesti lar syiok.. FREE! hahaha!

2009-06-25T20:59:00.003+08:00

So, work today was just fine.. =)
see.. i told u how much i love my job right..
ho-ho!
went to work with dad early in the morning..
he alights at bukit batok while me alight at jurong east and change to another train to boon lay..
bought milo for fyza and orange juice for me.. member haus.. kejar bus maybe??
LOL!
bekerja keras okay today..
and i guess im still having my slight fever..
suara gua rocker babe! wo0ho0! hahhaa!
thanks kak yati for the hotcake & sausage.. i love it.. my all-time faberet mah.. =) i can like eat that everyday.. hahaha!
patot lar boncit.. makan jek tau.. wakaka! and thx to fyza's mom for the ride to the mrt station..
heee!
korg tengok lar.. maken ari, blog aku maken mendak.. biaselah.. takde bende interesting happen..
oh dear.. idk wad to say anymore.. aku nak tido! slamat malam!
*grrrrh!!! aku tak tau aper nak pakai besok! damn it!*

2009-06-24T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hello people!
OBVIOUSLY IM SHAGGED RABAK! hahaha!
I SURRENDER! WHITE FLAG ANYONE?? LOL!
but oh wells, i love my job.. how can surrender?? alamak.. rembat kang aru tau..
ahahaha!
since mom and dad gonna have their dating session this coming sunday, aku nk biken aper pat umah?? i dont care ahh! i wanna bodek2 until they agree i could tag along.. bluek!
haaha! skali skale kene manja2 mah.. ;-)
i miss boyfriend.. aper gaknyer member tu nga buat ehk?? ntah dah mkn ke blom..
satu hari senyap ajer... jitak2 kepale dier aru tau..
hurhur! im still counting the days to get my pay, den i shall go for retail therapy together with my fyza-m.. haha!
i need to get lots of y'know, those dress-like kinda top..
flip-flops, perfumes, topup my makeup stocks plus jeans! haha! kecoh ehk aku..
i noe.. hahaha!
but i'll try my very best to be budget2 as i can..
nak saving dok! hahaa!
i wanna watch transformers and drag me to hell..
oh dear!
tak sabar nk nonton wayang sih!
just wanna tell y'guys dat im not feeling well right now..
due to these dry cough plus flu which come and go.. hahaha!
no worries, im fine though..
i just need plenty of rest and lots and lots of plain water..
actually, i was prohibited to get cold drinks since bf told me nt to..
and he ask me to have my medicine every each meal..
takkan nak sumbat panadol jek kan all the way.. tak bagos seh gitu..
maybe nie demam rindu tak?? cheyy! kak khilla kiter rindu cik abgnyer seh.. hahaha!
cik abg kaper.. eeeeee! sounds like pakcik2 gatal.. hahahha!!
ohhh.. ingin bersua.. dengan dia.. yang ku pujaaaa.. di mana, bagaimana, dan bila.. oh cintaku....
hahahahah!! k aku tau aku makin merepek.. when can i ever update a proper post??
haha! korg tunggu jek k.. lek luuu! awal lagi..
i'm goin to bed as soon as im done ironing my top and jeans maybe? i dont know wad to wear tomorrow..
LOL!
gtg now! byee!

2009-06-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

Well hello everyone..
im too weak to work today, so i took leave..
sissie and fbil went to catch a movie, bro also went for a movie, mom & dad went to work, mash,jaja bing and me at home together with grand-dad..
we went to banquet for a while since i've been craving for the spicy seafood, as soon as we're done eating, went to collect her dad's samsung cellphone, den head home since im all weak..
mom told me to cook dinner today, so i cooked..
watched red threat, now im watching fighting spider..
oh dear, i know my post is getting more and more lame..
hahahaha!
ehhh now den i noe, fighting spider; soon lee is handsome.. hahaha!
can i have him as a bf?? dier part-time lar, khidir full-time..
can?? hahaha!!
alamak.. okay lar.. i think i've to go now..
goodbye.. have a goodnight rest everyone.. ;-)

2009-06-21T12:10:00.002+08:00

Well hello people!
it's a sunday today, and im pretty2 sure i wont be going out today..
what can i say, i can only get to rest on the weekends..
kelija hali2 ahh, wohh! wa manyiak itu pinat wohh.. lu olang talak tau.. lu olang pikir itu kelija manyiak senang ah?? wahhh! lu olang talak tau, wa kelija silalu manyiak pening2 lalat.. hahaha!
how i wish dearest wants to meet me now...
tuhan jek yang tau how much i miss him.. tapi biler da jumpe, asek2 kene bully, prasaannyer mcm nk lari gitu..
hahahahhaa!!!
im craving for what tau, NASI AYAM PENYET!! CB!! APASAL BILER TIME AKU TKDE DUIT, NK CRAVING2 NIE??? GERAM SEH!
hahaha! k dah2.. cool down..
wakakak! lagi seminggu, teros gwe dah boleh shopping sakan sih!
hanya saya dan fyza-m jek shopping.. the guys tk payah.. slalu sisirkan kita..
hampa, kecewa, kecundang, pasrah, hurt, sakit hati, confused.. alar, segala-galanya lar..
i think mom has gone for work..
which means, i've to cook today..
so long, and take care.. maaf kalau ini post sangat lame..
bye

2009-06-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

AKU TAKDE BELARDY MOOD! TOLONG JANGAN KACAO AKU.. TRIME KASIH!

2009-06-18T21:31:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone! hurhur! since im ubber bored here, while watching janji diana, i'll blog to keep myself occupied.. ho-ho!

sorie yer teman2, dah jarang update since skrg im a workaholic already.. hurhur!

banyak aku punyer workaholic.. huahuak! ehk fyza ehk? hahaha!

hrmm..

tomorrow i tak OT!! yayay! hahaha!

im lovin my job actually..with fun people around, mesti ah gua happy babe! tol tk tol?

wakkakaa!

i don't know what else to say here..

suddenly, my mind went blank! just like that.. baek kapaaa?? hurhur!

oh yar! i soo cant waid for my pay to come in, since i have to get alot2 of stuffs.. masyallah! perlu banyak mengira nie..

harap2 cukop lar hor?? aku nie dalah boros, segalanya aku nk borong.. hahhaa!

siao ti ti.. siao mei mei.. chikolokong ah.. mongsai ahhh.. esai ah esai ah.. waakkaka!

k aku dah start merepek nie.. abes ahh!! hahaha!!

oh i super hate her, alar, u noe i noe who lar k..

takot2 member blog-hopping.. hahaha! fyza, u should know who ehk.. LOL!

but tkper, diam2 sahaje k.. wakaka!

aisey bedah..

gua dah tk tau aper nk cakap lagi lar..

nantie, gua ader citer interesting, gua update k..

ohhh!! TO FYDA`QISTINA, WELCOME TO THE MOTHERHOOD WORLD.. chey! motherhood kapaaa! hahaha!! I WANNA SEE YOUR BABY CAN??

CONFIRM CUTE.. NAK KIDNAP AHHH!! ABES AHH!! HAHAHA!

okay lar people, sebelom aku bobal bende2 mengarot lagi, i betta chao first..

byeee ya'll!

ps: mashi and dhilla, pape jumpe gwe di imm jek k.. nantie pape gua picit!! PICIT2 TETEK! HAHAHA!!!

kan aku dah kate aku da start bobal mengarot..

k dah dah! bye bye bye! hahaha!

2009-06-15T21:41:00.002+08:00

Well people.. im'ma do OT's this week, except for friday..
gonna be really2 tired, which means, i wont be updating my pretty dusty blog okay??
oh dear, i need to get many2 things once i get my pay..
my undergarments, lots2 and lots of baju, plus toppin up all my makeup..
sumer dah out of stock rabak punyer..
hahaha!
sesiapa baik hati nak blanje org disini tu sume bende tk??
hahaha!
bongok tol.. if only there's one fine day, daddy became millionaire ehk..
fuhh! confem blanja sakan punya.. hahahaha!
oh! perfumes also!
i think i budget sket lar. just buy the murah2 ones will do..
see lar.. boyfriend senyap ajer dari tadi..
mmy blood go upstairs already xia..
cb tol!
hmpf!
okay lar people, i gtg now..
mwah! hurhur! =))
bye!

2009-06-14T15:56:00.001+08:00

hello para penonton..
didnt go out today...
mendak again! thot of goin boon lay, but den tk jadi..
im too lazy.. hahaha!!
i think i might be goin to sleep early tonight..
besok kerja mah..
okay den, bye

2009-06-10T19:50:00.002+08:00

Okay people, since i've been pretty busy with my work daily, im'ma take my free time since im not that tired like how i am yesterday..
LOL! i will update my blog wokay??
*tiup sket [fuhh!]..* okayyy.. baek ahhh.. habok sume dah melayang2 mcm cute2 lil dust bunnies.. k aper aku merepek?? hahaa! okay golek...
work is kinda hectic for now..
as i've to finish up scanning all 6 boxes.. from 8.45pm up till 5.15pm..
seeee! mane tk penat! perasaannyer mcm nenek.. betol, tak bedek kaoo.. hahahaa!!!
but of course there's break in between.. mau mati pe kao tak kasi aku break?? cb! hahahaha!!
as for today, since i am sucha quiet girl today, i've finished up 7 boxes.. baek ahh! hahahaha!!
terima kasih fyza and kak yanty kerana menyokong diriku supaya ku bisa habiskan kesemua kotak2 itu..
dan terima kasih kerana ketawakan ke-belo-an ku.. =)
anu porogal payal.. cheydeybah! aku fake ehk.. kononnyer mcm announcement pat mrt2 tu lar idiot.. takkan tk tau?? wakakaka!
okay den.. alamak!! kan! otakku dah buntu.. cibai! hahaha!!
ohhh!! yes!! i've forgot to tell you guys that me and sis went for our double date last week to marina barrage.. wooo! fun i tell u.. but for me?
marina barrage kinda mendak.. u're feelin me? tapi utk chill2 for couple2 boleh ah.. pasal tu tempat senyap jer.. kononnyer mcm tempat org pasrah2,tenangkan fikirn gitu..
ah mcm gitu lar.. hahaha!
den to clarke quay to have our supper since by the time dah kul 11pm kan..
abeh klau bukan supper aper?? dinner?? siao ah lu.. hahha!
bil drove us home after dat lar.. beh tk tau.. aku keje dok the next day.. mau kene rembat per? hahahaa!!
might be following mom and company watching cerita tu monsters and alien ke?? tomorrow lar.. after work.. confem aku shagged rabak dok! hahaha! alek surely2 aku tdo.. hahaha!
tadi aku merajok kejap tanak ikot, cox mom dont wanna get for me my compact powder.. sedih seh dah abes.. =( tkper ah...
tgu gaji ah.. hahaa!
but tu next month ah dok.. lek ah.. man man lai dok.. ku menantiii! hahaha!
haiiiiii................................. penat lar menaip..
k rest kejap..

*resting....*

*duhh! im still resting!*

okay lar.. 5,4,3,2,1!
okayy! continue alek..
hrmm.. aper lagi ehkk aku miss out?? macam ader benda gitu aku miss out..
tapi tk mengapa.. lupakan saja..
aku dah penat! okay chaoo!
gambar tiada.. sorie hor.. =))
bye!

2009-06-09T19:45:00.003+08:00

I dreamt that im not gonna live for long..
due to one sickness.. choiii!!
i taknakkk!!!
wad does dat mean??
eh dhilla! serious keper aku ngigau tu macam??? hahahaha!
aku tak ingat pon mimpi sal org kene langgar??
siak betol... hahahaaa!!
eh k ah. nk makan, lapar! byeee

2009-06-08T02:14:00.002+08:00

Illa here,khilla's sister. just a sneak preview on what we did during our weekend. khilla will update more when she's free. its already 2.26am and she's already asleep, maklumlah esok kan berkerja. orang berkerja katekan. hahaha!!!

well dats about it lorhh... just waid for this berok to update. once sepon setaim betol! hahaha!

bye =)

2009-06-05T19:29:00.004+08:00

ITU LAR FYZA-M.. LOL!

HEYHO!
TOMORROW TAK KERJA!
ABES AHH! KELUAR AR NGN BOTAK.. ABEH TK TAU?? HAHAH!
IM BORED XIA.. PAT KERJA NGANTOK, PAT UMAH FRESH PLAK..
APER CAKAP SKRG? HAHA!
ANYWAYS, YESTERDAY CONNECTION MCM CB KAN, SO TK DAPAT UPDATE.. SINCE NARIE CAN UPDATE, APER LAGIII! SAOOOP AH!
HAHAHA!
WENT OVER TO LOT ONE YESTERDAY WITH FYZA-M!
MEMBER DAH GAJI DOK.. APER LAGI.. SHOPPING AH.. BUT AS FOR ME, I'LL BE GETTING MY PAY NEXT MONTH..
SO MAN MAN LAI K..
=)
IM GONNA GET THOSE CUTE2 LIL BRAS AND PANTIES, G-STRING PAPE YANG BERKAITAN AH.. HAHAH! CUTE2 DOK.. AKU PAKAI CONFEM CUTE.. HAHA!
BIG BIG THANK YOU TO FYZA M SINCE SHE BOUGHT FOR ME A SO-CALLED MAXI DRESS AND TREAT ME DINNER..
ACTUALLY, I DIDNT NOE THAT SHE'S GONNA BUY FOR ME THAT DRESS..
SHE WAS TRYIN ON HER SKIRT, AS FOR ME, I WAS ROUNDING2, SKALI MEMBER DENGAN SELAMBERNYER BERKATA..

fyza: tanak beli pape ke??
me: camne nk belik.. gaji blom masok dok.. takkan nak bayar kai 10 ketol nie jek.. dress mane nyer 10 ketol kan.. hahaha!
fyza: LOL! alar.. amek jek.. nak, gi try dulu.. tengok okay ke tak..
me: laen jek nie.. blanje ehk kak???
fyza: pergi jer try dulu. jangan banyak bunyik!
me: yelar2.. i go now.. u waid ah.. dont go anywhere ah..

hahaha! i was trying on my dress and figuring out how to wear it.. ader sikit complicated dok! hhahaa!
dah try2, i showed it to her.. she said okayyy! tros grab and pay it for me..
as aku tk biasa org blanje2, aku dah blank skejap..
dah bayar, i said thanks alot, member cakap takyah thanks2, amek jek.. pakai.. tunjok khidir.. hahaha!
siak ah dektu.. maken ari maken gilak..
NANTIE GAJI I, MY TURN PLAK BELIKAN U BENDE K.. EWAH! MCM MATAIR PLAK..
WAKAKA!
AS SOON AS SHE'S DONE WITH SHOPPING, WE WENT HOME SINCE THE TWO OF US DAH PENAT RABAK.. HAHA!

OK BYE!

2009-05-31T21:44:00.002+08:00

SINCE I'VE ALREADY HAF A JOB, AND WILL BE STARTING TOMORROW, IM GONNA BE PRIVATISING MY BLOG.. =)
i dont want anymore conflicts again..
haha!
okay, i need to get some sleep later on..
when im done wif my farm town, im gonna hit the sack!
and oh!
went some shopping just now with mama, papa and dhilla..
i swear it's very2 kecoh..
hahaha!
aku dgn trolly berat nk mampos.. nk control pon peh susah..
yang mane maen amek jek barang.. hahaha!
yang mane kecoh2 mane tomato sauce, mane nie, mane tu.. hahahha!
last but not least, while we were inside the lift, mom says..

mom: alamak!! aku luper nk amek gula tadi.. alamak ai..
dad: ahh! bagos.. klau amek gula, tros da reach $300..

& then tibe2 si giler yang usually belo2.. alar, u all know who lar ehk.. LOL!
suddenly went, 'YAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!'

hahahahahha!!
funny shit!
eh dah lah.. sebelom i membebel more, farm aku pon tk bergerak..
k bye!

2009-05-30T18:16:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I FIND THAT MOSTLY, IT'S TRUE LAR HOR.. sorry english aku pecah narie.. hahaha!
there's more.. stay-tune.. =))
thanks fyda for the personality test which i took from ur blog.. =)

2009-05-30T16:18:00.002+08:00

THE THREE MONSTERS ARE COMING REAL SOON!
OMGEEEE!!
I BETTER RUN AWAY FAAST! HAHAHA!!!
& tomorrow is finally sunday, den comes monday!
and i'll be working..
im getting more and more nervous now..
but since fyza kater kerjanya slack, so yeaa!
dah tk nervous sangat ehkkk..
hurhur!
i'll be goin out to work around 7am..
so yeah, dat means i cant have my late nights farm town..
sleep late2 till the break of dawn.. all that!
even if i dont sleep, and to keep myself awake, i couldnt drink coffee as it will make me even more sleepy..
bagos kan??! damn it!
hahaa! but it's okay.. wad i gotta do, is wad i gotta do.
chey.. bobal cam paham!
and i soo cant waid to shop for new clothes tomorrow and a new handbag!
haha! kecoh ehk.. padahal stakat keje je.. mepek seh sya.. wakaka!
okay lar people..
i wanna go makan like again.. cox im hungry..
hahaha!
okay den, byee people!

2009-05-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

MAAF EHK GAMBAR KECIK.. I REPEAT EHK.. MAAF EHK GAMBAR KECIK..

LOL!!

Anyways.. there are some tips for those you are trying to lose some fats.. =)

alar, senang cakap se-species mcm beta..

here are some tips.. make sure ikot ehk..

takmo i post, korg tk ikot.. sepak satu2 kang.. hahaha!

okay, hold your horses..

now.. now..

take a loookkk!

Having a glass of ice-cold water around can actually help shed some weight. Research suggests that drinking very cold water is even more effective at burning calories. Water should feature heavily in your new regime anyway, so go the extra yard and add a lump of ice.
Try two weeks without biscuits, chocolate and other sugary, fatty treats. It may be tough at first, but it will be amazing how your cravings will disappear.
If you're eating at night to help calm yourself down or to fill a void, you should focus on what the problem is and how to take care of it without food. Taking a walk or going for a run are great, healthy stress relievers.
Brushing your teeth right after dinner stops us from snacking. While eating a treat right before bed may not necessarily put on weight, our metabolism does slow down while we sleep, burning fewer calories. So if you must have a little snack, opt for something healthy and light like an apple.
Not drinking enough water can actually slow weight loss and dehydration can slow your metabolism by 3%, which means you burn fewer calories
Do not try to lose a lot of weight too quickly. It's healthier to lose it at a slower, steadier pace which actually increases the chances of keeping off the weight permanently. And don't be discouraged if you go a week or several without dropping anything. Stick with the plan! Ideally, you should be dropping one or two pounds a week.
Pick a spot in your home, like the kitchen table, to eat at. Make it a routine to eat all your meals there and avoid eating in front of the television or computer.
Having a weight loss buddy or joining a club or support group can help you stay on track and reach your goals. It can help to talk to others who go through the same cravings and hear how they beat them.
Eat slower and enjoy every taste of your meal. When you eat fast, you end up taking in food before your body knows that it's full. Eat slower so you end up eating less and avoid feeling uncomfortably full later. You will also stop yourself from getting unpleasant sensations like heartburn.
Cut down on the amount of breads, crisps, and salty snacks you munch on. Salty foods not only make you want to drink more, but also eat more.

Alright.. that's about it.. im outta here! Bye!

2009-05-28T17:54:00.002+08:00

Hello orang-orangku yang tersayang!!
chey.. and orang yg aku tk sayang also hello!
hahahhaha!!! LOL!
wokeup at around 9.30am since grand-dad woke me up..
because usually, when they wanna go off to malaysia or something, i should be waking up to bid them goodbye..
if i dont, i would cry..
biaselah.. khilla kan cengeng!! tapi cute aperrrr...
and also, i would talk to myself and curse sorang2.. example; 'asal tak kejot org! kan.. tak dpt ckp bye2, salam sumerr.. =(' OR 'alarrr.. dorg dah pergi, beh tk kejot.. *cries alone*'
seee!
cute bukan?? hahhaa!! tak cute, diam ah bodoh.. wakakka!
as soon as mom, dad and grand-dad berangkat, i switched on the tv, and aper lagiii!
bukak lar lappie aku, lagu kuat2 and webcam wif my babygirl; mashi..
hurhur!
awww.. post nyer touching larr..
charli, it wouldnt be complete without youuu..
cox peter and soon lee surely lonely!
hahahah! kiter bukan raja rabah-rabah.. kiter raja urat buru-buru..
illa anyhow je buru-buru..
kirakan aper? ulat bulu-bulu ke?? eee!
hahaa!
I SOO CAN'T WAIT TO SEE FYDA'S BABYGIRL..
WEEEHOOO!! haha!
sexcited dok! abehhhh!
hahaha!
and since the weather is kinda cooling cox it was raining just now, i decided to just rot at home!
heheee! good girl kan.. i noe.. im always good girl..
tried calling bf, but his sissie said he was asleep..
tido ajerr ni orang.. sepak aru tau.. wakakka! *smacks forehead*
alalaalala! day nitee.....
hahahaha!
k aku tau korg blank.. abehh! aku lagik blank..
since i was friggin bored, aku update lar.. beh tk tau??
eh aah! narie ader janji dianaa! must watch!
and i soo cant waid to go for retail therapy wif the family this coming sunday!
surely makan banquet! aku craving for spicy seafood!
hahhaa!
oh i even kirim mama belikan gula-gula nano-nano and the cologne..
hahah!
mashi doink ah tk tau gula nano-nano..
korang tau tak tu gula2 aper? klau korg tk tau, aku pon tk tau ape nk cakap..
aperdahhh!
as i was typing this entry.. my eyes are getting more and more sleepy plus this song makes me sleepy.. *hati ini dilukai - ajai and kris dayanti*
let's all go DUHHHHHHHHHH!!! yok! DUHHHHHHHHHH!!
hahahaha! mashi and illa jelar tau betapa bising and annoyingnyer aku at home!
hahahha!
layan akuu ajer larrr..
okay larr..
i wanna go have my dinner now.. siang kan? i know..
healthy lifestyle dok! makan bubur ajer.. i malas nak cook today.. bluek!
okay bye!

2009-05-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

Both mama and papa plus grand-dad will be going over to malacca tomorrow to fetch the three monsters and will only be back on saturday..
oh dear!
but lucky thing mashi will be coming over this friday to accompany us yang keseorangan..
you guys, tak yah masak ehk?? order mac sua k?
hahahahaha!!
i seriously need a new handbag and plenty of clothes to wear to work this coming monday..
EXCITED DOK!
THANKS TO THOSE WHO CONGRATULATE ME FOR GETTIN A JOB..
=)
im happy myself.. hahaha!!
arghhh!! sunday, the monsters will be following us to causeway point to get myself a handbag and plenty of clothes since papa will be getting his pay..
wo0ho0! shopping ah! abeh tk tau??
and i need a new compact powder too..
okay done already..
im outta hereee!!

Tuning in to - Hayden Panetierre; wake up call

best ahh tu lagu!
okay dah! byeeee!!

2009-05-26T19:18:00.002+08:00

I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I'VE ALREADY GOT A JOB!!
& THAT MEANS, I'VE GOT NO TIME TO LEPAK, DO CATCHING UPS OR ANYTHING..
CAUSE I KNOW I'LL BE VERY2 BUSY..
AT THE SAME TIME, I WANNA DO MY BEST TO GET BACK IN SHAPE WHILE WORKING..
INSYALLAH! =))
THANKS FYZA DEAREST.. I OWE U ONE.. =))
and to mashi, u may hangout here if u want to..
but only during the weekends when im not meeting dey..
u know kan dey sikit2 mrajok if i never meet him..
hehe! so i give korg fair and square k..
LOL!
GUESS WAD?? IM ALL EXCITED NOW.. I FEEL LIKE WORKING RIGHT NOW..
HAHAHHA!!
i miss mashi and fydot already..
and as promised, i'll be giving my BFFS a treat once i get my first pay..
to pasir panjang's ikan bakar since redzy's saliva non-stop mengalir..
haha!! SEE, AKU GENEROUS KAN.. but berpatotan okay..
i hate people takin advantage over my generosity!
okay people,guess i have to get goin now..
bye!

(psst! will update soon alright?) i love my raja-urat buru! [instead of raja rabah-rabah]
LAUGHING MY ARSE OUT!
OKAY BYE!

2009-05-26T00:22:00.004+08:00

THIS IS FOR YOU NABEY CHEEBYE!

To set the record straight, i dont think about going after you.. Dont even think that i want you back.

You're the one, telling me that u miss me, and u wanted me back, but i just couldnt be bother and i didnt answer any of that.. instead, i told you that im being true to my one and only boyfriend..

it's been months we didnt contact be it through cellphone, msn, friendster etc..

now tell me, how can i say that im obsessed over you?? think that nabeycheebye.. stop making stories about me..

i'm not that kind who goes gugu-gaga over someone's property.. no im not that kinda girl..

get your facts right before you open ur damn belardy mouth idiot..

you even told your mom that? and u left ur girl hanging, confused, don't know whether to believe or not..

oh for goodness sake, mirror your own belardy self before claiming to others that im after you..

c'mon lar.. it's been 1-2 years since we broke up and i've already own a boyfriend myself.. im not as foolish as u are, idiot..

you're the one yearning for me back, all those sweet-talks.. to think that i would go back to you, talk things out and stuffs?? well sorry idiot.. wad's done is done.. stop lookin back cause i wont be turning back.. Idiots like you shouldnt be even exist in this world..

fuck you okay mister??!

takmo nak step setia, kalau kao tak setia okay?? takmo pandai2 buat cerita yang aku nakkan kao balek..

muke kalau handsome, takpe jugak..

hidong blei tahan besar, blei buat sambal ayam, orang pon confuse nak tau wether tu memang bawang, atau idong kao..

mampos tanak! menyusahkan aku jek!

dah masok, buat hal masok ahhh.. kedi per buat2 cerita?? setahu aku, kedi2 jek yang buat cerita.. rupa-rupanya kao pon one of them? kesian ehk kao.. nak step abg-abg, step mane nyer big fuck, last2 prangai.. macam mak tiri nyer punyer makcik siak!

NAK AJER AKU KETOK KAO PEH DAHI MCM AKU NK KETOK DAHI YP YANG PRANGAI NAK STEP MCM KAKAK2.. NABEY CHEEBYEEE! MAKAN TAIK AH KAO..

k dah! bye!

2009-05-25T19:50:00.002+08:00

Heyhooo!
mashi and my jaja bing came!! like finally!
hurhur!
woke-up at around 11am today, as usual.. mashi and mom woke me up..
hahaha!!
i was still sleepy, but i jux drag myself out of bed, brush my teeth, wash my face and finish off my house chores..
lol!
mom cooked udang masak lemak today.. haha! yummehh!
but i dont really have any appetite today.. oh gosh! IDK WAD'S WRONG!
hahaha!
soon after im done with everything, accompanied mashi to courts, den to samsung, den to nokia, den to kiddy palace..
im still craving for my waffle with strawberry ice cream.. sodappp! LOL!
went to burger king to get us some food, plus curry o.. didnt manage to cam-whore today as we're both kanchiong with our farm town.. hahaha!
walked from cwp all the way home...
ok now i wanna go watch spiderman like again and bully my jaja bing!!! wo0ho0! wakaka!
ok dah bram now!
hahahaha!!

PARA PENONTON/PEMBACA BLOG, SORIE EHK LAGU DANGDUT.. NGA SANGKOT AH NGN LAGU DANGDUT.. LOL! ALAR, DENGAR AJER LAR.. GELEK PUAS2 K?
BYE FRIENDS..

2009-05-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hello.. dint much happened today..

Actually i dont have any intention bout goin out, but since rina and shahril ask me out for some catching up sessions, so i decided to jux go out since i've nothing much to do at home..

had fun as usual, we do some bitching session, talk cock, he talk abt ns all the way..

kao kecoh ah sahril.. hahaha!!

kao bobal2 sal ns, mcm kite nk masok ns.. aku bikin kao kasi cam ikan bilis aru kao tau. wakaka!

k i macam paham onie.. hahaha!

harapkan boncit jek lebih.. hahaha! tau takot ehk ngn perot aku.. hahahaha!

they ate their dinner over at kfc, bought bubble tea for me and sissie and den we went our separate ways..

most probably will be meeting them again next week..

again! hurhur!

IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAD SUCH LAUGH..

oh gosh! i miss mashi..

ok im done.. bye!

2009-05-23T00:35:00.002+08:00

Hello mates!
went out for a date with sissie today..
just the two of us.. haha! bleargh!
since mashi couldn't make it to singapore today, so we jux went the 2 of us..
bought yogi's stuffs and we made our way to our rendam kaki sessions..
haha!
but before that, we bought 2 cheesy hotdogs since it was selling 2 bucks for 2, so we jux grab it.. haha!
bought snack and big gulp for the 2 of us.. tu pon tk abes xia.. haha!
cam-whored tk ingat dunia, ketawe kuat2 mcm tempat tu abdul ghaffar punyer.. hehe! sorie dad, if u own that place, i'll be the happiest girl tho daddy.. hari2 blei rendam kaki.. haha!
and we even spot and mengutuk couple2 cinonet.. hahaha!
ader hugging2, mcm baru2 jumpe..
alar, mcm2 penyakit cinta lar dorg.. wakaka!
the couple beside us ate mcspicy, and that bam! im hungry again.. hahaha!
at around 8+, we made our way to the mrt station since we're fetching momma from work today, as promised.. haha!
bot rendang meal for myself, sissie bought her mushroom swiss burger, plus 2 sotong balls for each of us from ock.. kita mmg sememangnyer mcm monster.. tgk ajer perot satu2 camner.. hahaha!
chill2 jap, kacao2 mommyku kerja..
at ard 10pm, shop closed, went to giant to look for sissie's tank for yogi, bt den aku jumpe mat yoga.. haha!
semangat dok! aku nak!! wo0ho0!
wakaka!!
murah dok.. momma's gonna get it for me tml before work.. haha!
cabbed back home, and den nw im resting..
actually im kinda sleepy plus tired right now..
so how? hahaha!
we'll see how nantie k..
alright fellas, gtg now..
BYE!!! TATAtitiTUTU! putu piring! k tkde kene mengena..
k bye!

[ps: im still thinkin bout privatising my blog.. hrmm.. still thinking ehk.. gimme sometime to think bout it.. ho-ho!]

ok done, dah bye!

2009-05-22T01:55:00.003+08:00

PEOPLE WHO WANTS TO BE INVITED IN MY BLOG, KALAU TAK KEBERATAN,EMAIL ADD TOLONG TOLAK K..
TERIMA KASIH VERY NICE.. =)
I'LL BE PRIVATISING MY BLOGGIE REAL SOON..
I JUST NEED SOME SPACE TO VENT MY ANGER, TO POUR OUT MY FEELINGS..
SO PEOPLE, LINCAR PLEASE..
GONNA PRIVATISE MY BLOG IN 3,2,1...
OKAY!
FAKE! HAHAHA!
K CEPAT EHK.. BETA MENANTI.. BYEE!

2009-05-22T01:22:00.002+08:00

OH GOSH!
I THINK I'VE SCREWED UP WITH MY BLOGGIE CODE, AND IT'S ALL IN A FUCKIN MESS!
MACIAM CCB KANNNN!! GERAM SIAKKK!! MCM MAK TIRI DIER NYER KETIK BODOH!
K AKU NGA MARAH NIE, NGA BINGIT NIE!
GRRR!!

*breathe in, breathe out*

alright, i think im'ma have to re-do all of my blog once again, sorie wany i've screw it all up, jux bcox i wanna change my pic sehhh..
i was searching for you online, bt u weren't there..
guess you're fast asleep already as you're gonna have class tomorrow..
aite den..
aku tanak pikir sal blog.. biar larr..
stress aku..
mcm aku nk tarik satu kepale budak yp, yang nk step kakak2, ketok dahi dier dgn lesong batu..
k dah diam.
bye

2009-05-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

DEFINITELY I MISS MY OLD HAIR AND MY OLD BODY.. HOW I WISH THERE'S MIRACLE TO HAVE IT BACK.. I'LL BE THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH! *kening naik2*

So anyway, since im stuck and thanks mom for grounding me.. hurhur!
actually i love being at home, especially when there's lightnings and thunders where i could cuddle myself right here on my comfy mattress infront of my dearest lappie, with a cup of tea..
awww.. HEAVEN!
oh! since i was being grounded by mom for goin out almost everyday and getting home back late, i rot all the way infront of my lappie..
who else will entertain me if it's not my lappie.. duh! but i should also thanks to dhilla and mashi for making me a real addict for farm town in face book..
damn it korg! siap ahh korg.. wakaka!
oh wells, who cares if i was being grounded or what, im still mama's lil girl.. korg jealous kan bukan anak mak! hahahaha!!
went over to admiralty place to grab bubble tea and twisties bbq for myself for supper lar of course.. sissie grab bubble tea for myself too..
hurhur! no doubt i've been eating non-stop these few days..
obviously the period is around the corner lar.. and not to forget, i got thirsty easily too, plus the boobie is cramp all over.. grr! nightmare! hopefully it will come real soon.. so that my boobie will nt get cramp anymore..
ohh! boom boom pow! hahaha!
i've already discussed with sissie that im'ma start goin joggin starting from next week onwards, except for the weekends.. *winks*
love is already naggin at me every now and then to start doin work-out at home since my muffins are gettin more and more bigga.. plus look at the thigh! look at those flabby arms.. gosh! nightmare! how i wish my body mcm.. ermmm.. tak mcm tiang, tk mcm papan skateboard, tk mcm chopstick, tk mcm tk cukop mkn gitu lar..
i want average ones.. wooo! i soo cant waid.. =) as ya'll know, im already excited right now..
fuh! u spin my head right round right round seh.. hahaa..
gosh! i already missing my jaja bing.. grr! hehee..
oh oh! before i forget, i'll be making my way over to vivo tomorrow together with sissie to get yogi's stuff.. tsktsk!
maybe after that, we'll be making our way to mom's workplace soon after the chillin session.. *kening naik2* also!
heee! eh come on lar, im in my excited mood right now, this moment..
i soo can't wait for that very moment lar.. mom.. thanks alot tau!
i'll tell u guys when the right time comes..
goodbye for now!
maner strawberry marble cake aku nie.. senyap ajerr.. hahahahahaa!!!
acam? name cute, bleh bwk per?? hahaha!
dah, aku bram dlu.. bye!

2009-05-21T01:49:00.002+08:00

Heyho ya'll.. As you can see, i've webcam with my babygirl mashi-hoodsey..
hurhur! but i can see that she's kinda not in the mood because of some personal matter, but it's okay babe.. im here for you k? tsktsk!
oh! i forgot to tell you guys this..
LOVE SAID I LOOKED LIKE A BAD GIRL EVERSINCE I REBOND MY HAIR!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? OH GOSH! I COULDNT BELIEVE IT.. HAHA!
u judge it then..
=)
im missing my jaja bing seh..
of course lar rindu sehhh!! my 'anak angkat' wad... hurhur!
oh dear..
well, i should say people come and go..
kinda saddening, but oh well..
i should be moving on.. *winks*
i really2 badly need a job..
will be lookin for a job one of these days together with rina or fydot.. =)
mashi, i miss u already..
oh to boyfie, i miss u too also lar..
jangan lar jealous2.. alamak.. tapak aru tau.. =DD heee!
member da berangan nk kawin ngn aku.. ntah betol ke tidak..
podahhh!! hahahaha!
long way to go lar kengkawan.. makan mase.. pape aku jempot korg lar k.. hahahahah!!
aku lagi bleh berangan2.. waliao!
k dah diam..
aku danak chao! adios amigos! aku berambos! =)

2009-05-20T23:05:00.001+08:00

Went over to woodland mart together with rina since im craving for mee soto again..
haha! kecoh ehk aku.. gi balek makan, tdo, makan tdo, mane tk gemok cam babi..
hahahahah! k takpe, at least aku tau aku cute..
takpe, skali skale self-proclaim tk mati per..
bodoh!
hahahaha!
rina ate her waffle with strawberry ice-cream, i've taste some and it's awesome..
sedap rabak! i should haf get that one too.
it's only 2 bucks too..
i think im gonna have that one day..
as soon as i got home, wash up since it's very2 humid here..
done with treatment for my hair..
and den now im here..
actually da lame though.. malas nk update siang2.. haha.
now im playing farm town on facebook.
oklar, i gotta go now..
sorie bebeh! no pichas for today..
byee!

2009-05-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

Heyho ya'll!
Spent some quality time together with love today..
i love him lar hor..
okay dehhh.. my mind went blank the moment i logged in to blogger..
hahah! okay lar..
yang penting kita sume happy k..
k agos!
k byeee!!
[ohh! beta sempat mengambil gambar while waiting for him.. hurhur! =)) ]

2009-05-19T01:38:00.002+08:00

Uh-huh! No!! This ain't supposed to happen to me!.. =(
This is insane!
i've gained weight eversince i stayed at home..
all i ever wanted to do is to jux grab something to eat, eat and eat till my stomach is bloated..
people will always mistook me being pregnant.
damn it! im not pregnant for now okay! grrr!!
my stomach is full of those food i ate, plain water which i usually consume and it will always be difficult for me to even poop okayyy..
grrrr!! IM TOO TIRED ALREADY..
done with diets, workout till i drop..
but still, i don't see any changes..
i dont wanna go for any slimming sessions or even take slimming pills as it will eventually makes u much2 more thinner, and then it will make ur weight goes right up again!!
damn it! waste duit jek.. kan kan kan kengkawan[s]?? grrr!!
guess i really2 need to work much2 more harder to reach my goal weight..
if only there's miracle.. =(
okay den, guess i gtg nw..
goodbye!

2009-05-17T23:11:00.005+08:00

I JUST LOVE TAKING PHOTOS WITH LOVE.. AIN'T IT SWEET? LET'S ALL GO 'AWWW!' ALRIGHT? HAHA! k dah diam.. sket2 jek.. -_-

Heyho ya'll! First thing first, i miss him already! aww.. how bad can it be?? haha!

k whatever.. bongok nyer boypren.. hahaha!
so anyways, met him at around 3 as i've to finish up all the house chores that mother has always assign me to do.. haha!

busy kan aku, mcm mak2.. i cooked for the rest of the family 'the family recipe'.. most of my friends says that it looks like carrot cake.. but nah.. it's not.. haha!

so yea, met him.. and he kept on staring at me in the eye as if im someone he doesnt know..

& the first thing he said was.. 'ehh bie.. dah rebond seh.. da lawa ah tu.. abeh action2 ngn i.. u lawa seh narie..'

ah yer! narie jek aku lawa, laen ari aku tk lawa ah? cipap tol! hahaha! angkat tetek ah tu.. hahahaa!

i thought we were supposed to catch movie over at town since he said that he wants to find a shoe for himself since the shoe he always wore was kinda torn.. alar biasalah.. lelaki mah.. kasot tk tau nk jage.. hahaha!

once we've reached pasir ris, i was clueless wer am i since i wasnt that familiar with pasir ris.. haha!

rupa-rupanya, member bawak aku gi umah wak for some karaoke-ing session..

makdikau! my suara pecah xiaaa nyanyi.. but he loves him.. tak boleh jadi judge singapore idol ah dekni.. suara pecah sume kate sedap.. wakaka!

few minutes after some melalak, memekik, menyanyi, sengau2 sume terkuar session, arep came..

& he said this..

'ehh?? kao cam laen gitu sehhh..'

den i was kinda blank how come suddenly he said like dat...

member ckp aku maken tembam larrr.. he said im happy, maybe that's why..

ah yalar! betol lar.. im happy mah.. makan banyak sangat sampai perot babat2 aku sume dar berlambeh.. hahaha!

his other friend even asked love this while i was inside the ladies..

'dey.. pompan kao mengandong per??'

ehhhhh!!!!! yerlahhh!!! nonsense sajerr!! and all he said was.. 'aah.. dier mengandong.. tsktsk!'

kao tengok tuuuu... sejak bile jek aku maen ngn dekni.. memandai jek ckp aah..

hhahahah! confident...

so anyways, caught 'the uninvited' together wif love and two of his friends..

was kinda a-okay lar the show.. i shall give it around 7 out of 10 popcorns..

banyak sangat suspense larr! i hate suspense as i know the whole row of where im sitting will be shaking.. hahahah!

aku terpranjat mah.. wakakka!! all love did was to comfort me to chill.. hahahaha!

kecoh sak aku.. had cheesy hotdog.. murah sak! 2 for 2 bucks.. sape tk sukerr..

favourite aku dok.. tgk lar sampai perot aku da mcm 'mengandong' nie..

wakaka! i even walked sambil2 tuck in my muffins.. hahhaa!

gedebak gedebuk, he sent me home at ard 10..

boypren tamak laobek sakk..

sampai 2 kasot dier nak beli.. siapa nk pakai kasot tu banyak2 bie??

aiyohhh.. kecoh ah luuuu! wakaka!

well.. enough said.. i had fun today! haha!

okay lar.. now i wanna reply to all my tags..

eh asal aku banyak tawe ah narie? nak nanges ah tu.. choi! tak sukerr...

okay2.. hold your horses!!

Wany: hoho, reborn seyyy. anw, ask mashi to keep her hair and make it like her old hair. its much more nicer that way
Wany: relink.
Wany: anyway, its not complicated. its easy.. just follow the steps..

Khilla to wany : rebond lar sehhhh! abeh tak tauuu! wakaka! alar.. small the pieces jek.. tsktsk! okayy.. dier consperm bace punyer ur tag.. no worries. hehe! okay, will relink u up real soon.. ahh pasal twitter tu, nantie beta try lagi k.. nga conpuse rabak nie.. hahaa!!

illa: hahaah! aku tgk muke mashi..aku teringat video tu. wahahaha!

Khilla to illa: ahahaha! tu ahhh.. nantie dier datang, consperm aku ketawe rabak nyer.. muke tahan taik nyer seh.. petani hoodsey ehk mash? hahahahaha!!! abes ah dhilla, nantie bikin lagik ah video gitu.. best xia.. pecah perot nyer..

Naomi: ceh2 da uat hair do la lawa la ur hair!!

Khilla to naomi: hurhur! alar bebeh... actually my hair still looks the same.. cox my hair mmg da straight.. cumer biler pendek jek rambot cam crazy clown.. anyways, thanks for the compliment love.. =) mwah!

lenny: Wah, reb0rn sey. wish i g0t the m0ney t0 reb0rn t0o. haha. omg. one of mashi's photo so funny. haha.

Khilla to lenny: haha! yesh darla.. i've rebonded my hair.. nie pon, my mom da janji da blanja me rebond rmbt.. so yabadab.. i've did it! hurhur! hahaha! she did that face.. aper lagik! letak kat blog ahhh.. kita dua slalu buat sweet revenge pat each otha.. ehk mash ehk?? hahaha!

mashi: cb sey kau. rabak sia kau pegi post tu gmbr! hahaha

Khilla to mashi: ahahaha! asal ngn cb aku?? nak ehk? wakaka! nenot ahhh bebeh.. tak bolehh.. wakak! alar, i told u oredi wad i wanna put inside blog.. kao sayang aku perrr... klau kao sayang aku, aku blei letak ahhh.. alarrr.. wakaka! kk mwah! hahaha!

OKAY PHEW! DONE! IM ALL SHAGGED ALREADY..

GOTTA GO NOW! CHALOH! =)

2009-05-16T17:10:00.004+08:00

BEFORE

AFTER

Heyho yaw! since i've said im gonna rebond my hair today, well, eventually i did!

ho-ho!

wokeup up at around 7.30am today.. actually i was woken up by mashi..

hurhur! thanks love..

so anyways, got dressed up.. waited for mom to shower and solat.. while waiting, i cooked maggi for breakfast.. haha!

so unhealthy! i know! but im hungry okay.. grr!

anyways, waited for 965, but since there's 969 twice, we jux board the train..

but then kan! i think we kinda got lost.. haha!

somewhere in chong pang?? hahaha!

kecoh..

and we even walked from one neighbourhood to another..

sucha waste of energy.. hahaha!

kate yishun ring, tapi ring dier mcm bahasakan gitu.. mcm betol peh ring gitu..

from 100+ to 700+.. kecoh per?? hahaha!

so we continued walking all the way, and kept askin all the aunties and uncles at yishun, nasib sumer friendly2.. hahaha!

at last! we found our way.. walked all the way..

and we did rebonding.. i was thinking bout doin crystal rebonding since it's with treatment and cost 83 bucks, but i shall give it a missed since i've already have the shiseido treatment shampoo which i've bought when i did treatment the other month..

tak waste duit mah..

=))

after done wif rebonding, went to get myself a bubble tea..

chill under the void-deck as redzy berak! hahaha! kecoh ah dat boy.. since we couldnt find any nearby toilet, terpaksa lar.. naseb ader wet tissue.. okay lar tu..

had our girls talk and had our bitchings sessions.. it's been months since we last did dat..

ho-ho!

the date with love today was cancelled..

grrr! geram and disappointed, but it's okay..

i tink i shall rest at home today..

penat dok! jalan2 satu yishun..

might be meeting love tomorrow..

hopefully jadik okay! tkmo tk jadik.. tampar kang.. hahahaha!

okay lar people.. those are our after rebonded photos!

okay chao! bye! im'ma watch suci now.. and i think i might be sleepin early again tonight.. haha!

k bye!

2009-05-15T23:58:00.003+08:00

Heyho!

i felt soo fatigue today..

gosh! i need some sleep..

reddy boy, ure all grown up now..

tired tauuu auntie..

bley grow muscle tau carry2 you all the way..

tsktsk!

basically, im all excited for our rebonding session tomorro with mashi..

hopefully mom give me the ka-chings tml morning..

aitey then!

& oh! i soo cant wait to meet love tomorrow..

okay now..

goodbye!

i think im off to sleep now..

oh! anyone, any idea how to activate my twitter? kinda complicated tho'.. haha!

bye!

oh btw, those are the ones i took with dearest fye stoberi.. haha! i was practising wearing my lenses at that point of time.. tak pass2 niek! only ones jek! grrr!
i think my eyes are too small..
pfft!

Gotta go now! bye!

2009-05-14T03:06:00.003+08:00

Dhilla! laen kali ko amek gambar pondok rumah kita, fitness corner, blk2 yg kita lalu, traffic lite, road, tangge, segalanya lar yg berkenaan dgn rumah kita, pastu kao bikin proper map ah.
aru gerek!
hahahaha!! kao jadik geography peh teacher sudah.. hahaha!
ok2.. enough said bout sissie yg tk betol..

Oritey people!
hold your horses..
jangan marah-marah, jangan complain-complain adik manis ya...
mau beli herbaaa?? hahahahha!
siak tol..
okay lar gorgeous sekalian..
there's nothing interesting today.. but, i did have fun.. =)
went out to look for a job with rina..
hopefully we get it! grrr! GERAM AJERRR MAK! haha!
oh yea! i soo cant waid to meet dearest fydot!
im soo gonna give u a bigggg huggg!
ho-ho! we're gonna meet didie's babygirl.. cannot waid lar.. surely cute banget! haha!
and yea, me and mash will be rebonding back our hair this coming saturday..
hopefully the boss saloon gave us discounts.. haha!
da discount, nak discount lagik.. tampar kang! hahahaha!
woooo.. and i'll be finally meeting dearest love on sunday!
tsktsk! more joyful lar aku nantie..
kwangkwangkwang..
ya udah dong, gue ngak tau apa lagi gue mau bicara..
sampeh ketemu yaa..
daaaa!! =)

ps: da addicted ngn suci dok! thanks ah rina.. hahahaha!

yang si fye, gi yak, tros offline.. bagus skali... ! hahaha!
okay den..
taaa!!

2009-05-13T02:09:00.003+08:00

Hello faggots! hahahaha!

well, basically, i had fun with these people today.. =)

first stop, i accompany rina went to wlm to pay her bill, den she accompany me buy contact lens..

i swear we had a helluva fun laughing at my reaction..

since it was my belardy first time using one, i was trembling every now and then..

and the contacts seems to slip from my finger each time i wanted to place it on my eyeball.. haha!!

the convo goes something like this..

rina: eh khilla, kao gi try skrg ah.. aku nak tengok wad's the outcome ah.. i mean how u look wen using contacts..

me: klar2, aku try ahhh.. seram dok! first-timer.. surely gagal..

*laughs and made our way to the ladies*

as soon as we got there, member cepat2 bukakkan contacts aku nyer cover sumer, da masokkan solutions sumer, so she asked me to try to put it on..

hahaha! for the first time, i was shaking.. hahaha!

and got this once, while i was putting on, the contacts slip from my finger..

rina: hahahahah!! kao siot ah.. lincar ah pakai.. aku nk nengok.. alamak.. slow ah kao.. bt tkpe, first-timer slalu ginik.. tkper2, jux practice..

khila: kk! lek lu lek lu.. im still practising dok.. relax ah...

*nga focus masokkan, tibe2 jatoh*

* both were laughing*

till there's dis one nyonya, looked at me one of a kind and she was smiling cheekily.. tau kan org pakai first-timer.. nyonya action ah tgk org one kind.. so i jux smiled, and continue practising..

at last aku give-up, den we made our way to pasar malam..

bought goreng pisang and settle down while waiting for the bf..

didnt haf the intention to lepak ramai2.. but okay per lepak ramai2..

bonding session mah..

at around 5.15pm, love called saying dat he's already making his way to my void-deck...

so we lincah kadok jalan, mcm there's no tomorrow..

akhirnya da sampai.. eh pokeywak! member blom sampai lagik..

org jalan kaki cepat daripada org yg membawak vehicle.. hahaha!

dudok2 kejap, as soon as he arrived, member kuarkan semua barang2 dier.. kononnyer nak susun alek properly..

yelarh.. aku jadik mangsa lipat baju..

lipat baju lagik.. dok umah lipat baju, pat luar pon lipat baju..

mcm ginik, aku nk carik job lipat baju jek ah.. ader tk?

HAHAHAHA!

& so, called sissie up since i ajak both sissie and fbil to lepak along...

while waiting,we talked cock for a while..

me and love was pretty awkward at first bcox it's been a while since we last met, at last!

jumpa pon.. ni badigol nie.. wakaka!

had our joking cum laughing sessions.. haha!

after sometime, bf was pretty hungry, so he called pizza hut to order some pizzas..

member confident asal bleh order, den cukop time, pizza datang tocit ajer.. hahaha!

each box contains about jux 4 piece pizza.. hahaha!

i was joking about having lasagna.. member tol2 order lar sehhh..

fuh! terharu skejap.. wakakak!

sayang dierr! hehe.. mwah!

rina nak step malu2 makan pizza, malu2 tapi mahu.. kan? hahahah!

no doubt there's alot of cute2 cats around my area... cute sangat2.. mcm nk bawak balek ajer..

hahaha!

after sometime, love made his way home since he'll be working the next day..

biasa lar, org ns mah.. busy life dok.. haha!

me and rina sent him over, bid goodbye, kiss goodbye then went off..

da bobal2, cukop time sume balek..

tired xia jalan.. haha! biasalah.. sissie da ikot jejak aku ukur jalan mah.. hahaha!

but before that, we made our way to ap since me and sissie were craving for bubble tea, got our bubble tea, den home sweet home..

wad a post xia. hahaha!

narie banyak bende mepek2 happened.. i suker skali..

haha!

ah klar, da kul 2+ nie.. tgn lengoh siot type panjang2..

k dah2.. bye!

2009-05-11T16:21:00.002+08:00

Heyho everyone..
it's raining today.. and obviously im lovin it..
hurhur!
i'll be heading over to the coffeeshop for my 'mee soto'.. hurhur!
been craving for it eversince i had the conversation with my bf..
i was supposed to give him a wakeup call at 6.30am this morning, but my alarm clock didnt rang.. woke up at around 11.30am and found out dat i forgot to call bf!
hahaha! aper lagi, kanchong spider lar aku.. hahah!
straight away i grabbed my cellphone and call bf...

[convo]
me: bie! u katne????!! u gi keje ke tak? im so sorie i tk kejot u.. my alarm clock tak bunyi! hahaha! so sorie bout dat.. u keje tk??

bf: ahh! tak kejot i kan.. i tak pergi.. i nga kat luar nie. nga dudok2... i airwal ah ns, org tu tk kejot aper.. hahaa!

me: eh bie.. u lagi leh ketawe?? i tgh kanchong spider abesan nie.. u kat mane??! tol2 lar.. tkmo bedek ahhh.. tol2..

bf: kan i dah blang u yg i pat luar... kat mane lagi.. haiyo..

me: of course lar u kat luar, tapi luar tu kat mane?? u tkmo bedek ah.. gi work ke tk nie??

bf: ahahaha! i kat keje lar.. *sounds of gun-shooting*.. ah dgr tuuu. dgr tk?? haha! i kt keje lar bie.. hmpf! haha!

me: ouh kk. phew! lucky u bangon on time for work.. heh! my bad k bie.. btw bie, da makan blom??

bf: dah syg.. i makan mee soto!

and dat is when my craving began~! hurhur!
and my dear mashi BFF tkmo kurangajar please..
im not pregnant okay bebeh! im jux hungry jek..
and i was craving...
wo0o! ujan! mandi air sejuk best!! hahahah!
weird ehk aku.. alien kot.. hahah!
k dah bye!

2009-05-10T22:14:00.003+08:00

I SWEAR NIARI SUEY RABAK NYER AHH!
first thing first, i argued with the boyfieee..
and then, i cook ikan, some of it berceretai!!
AND!
TU BODOH PEH BANGLA ITAM, FOLLOWED ME AND RINA ALL THE WAY..
I SWEAR WE WERE BOTH CURSING VULGARITIES ALL THE WAY, KEPT CHANGING PLACES..
BUT, TO NO AVAIL, STILL MEMBER IKOT SAKK!
BODOH!
ORANG MAKI DA BERBAKUL-BAKUL,STILL DEGIL NAK MAMPOS!
MATI TANAK! PERGI BALEK BANGLA SUDAH!
PIKIR APER, BOLEH DAPAT KITA PERR??! DAH BAGOS AKU TK TENDANG KOREK PEH KONEK ITAM KASI NO FATHER'S DAY AH..
SIBEHHH!
MACAK SIAK, TAK BOLEH TENGOK ORG SENANG PERR??!
JUBO! KNNBCCB!!
k dah. im done. haha
i wanna go webcam wif love nw..
bye!

[editted]
me and love dah okay, we've talk things out..
tsktsk!
abg botak nak pikir jaoh sampai nk kawin.. hahah! botak botak..
mcm2 ah nie botak.. hahaah!
stupid bongok...
oh gosh! those two maplehs is still in my head like okay..
ngn sarong biru dorg.. eee! nightmare.. tolong lar k..
hahaha! so people, klau weekend, tkmo tron park k..
banyak bangla bodoh... kao nk keje kejar pe gi sane?? bodoh ehk??
org da ckp, tanak cayer.. hahahah!
kene kejar ngn tu dua babi, si rina lagi bleh ketawe-mawe... ewah! suker bangla kejar? ahahah!
but at the same time, muka dier obviously terrified ah.. wakaka! and! hahaha!
member nampak tu bangla pegang sarong dorg time kejar kita.. hahahah!
kecoh per.. takot ko peh sarong jatoh ehk babi?? nampak ko peh konek itam tu ke? hahahaha!
ewww.. k i dont wanna talk bout that anymore..
serious shit aku phobia abes but at the same time, im furious as kita aru nk relek2 today mah..
bodoh skali! buat penat aku jek maen lari2, sembunyi2.. cb tol..
aku bilang abg2 police aru tau.. damn it!
alahai! sorie ehk kengkawan.. narie punyer post aku nk vent my anger only..
so peace out!

2009-05-10T03:17:00.015+08:00

Holla to everyone who came by my bloggie blog.. =)

well, since im pretty bored and since im not sleepy when it's already 3.32AM..

can i please repeat that again??

okay!

it's already 3.32AM i repeat, AM ehk!! im still not in bed, snoring my nights away.. haha!

so i decided to drop-by my friendster to grab some old pichas..

damn i mish those days! ho-ho!

i even miss my old body, my old look.. gosh!

nevermind, my hair will grow back again.. hehe..

too bad i cant get to find those very2 old dusty ones.. think i've already deleted it since we were all torn up inside last last year.. i think so?

but it's okay, we're still friends though.. k aku tk tau aper aku bobal nie..

anyways, some of my pics may turn out to be like those typical-minah-lepak-bwh-kolong-blk.. but jux enjoy lar hor??

i noe sluar kotak2 tu zaman bape, but that was ages ago.. dah berhabok ehk.. and i've already blow away those cute lil dust-bunnies..

hahaha! and! those times whereby my weight would go up and den went down again..

as for now, im tryna lose weight.. i always work-out at home..

and till now my leg muscles are all cramp.. haha! but gerek!

exercise gerek bodoh! aku suka! wakaka!

okay lar, i dont wish to blabber much, jux enjoy my pichas!

goodbye fellas! =))

I swear she still looks good even after she gave birth to redza.. my BFF =DD

aku rindu zaman badan aku kudut ginik.. =(

okay yang ini, muke mintak kene tapak adidas.. haha!
especially yang ini! hahahah! muke and sluar stop-it.. wakaka!

aww... lovely.. kenangan gerek.. hurhur.. =)

i miss this minah.. hehe..
she's becomming more and more prettier eversince she brokeup with apit.. aww.. strong syidah.. hehe.. =)
although we've drifted apart eversince the fight, she's still my friend though.. ;-)
she's still my babygurl though.. hehe..

rina, the crazy lil girl.. haha! oweas up to craazy nonsense..

taktau aper dah jadi ngn dekni, lame tk nampak.. haha!
haha! this girl, maseh tk btol mcm dlu.. hahaha! =p

*winks* okay lah people, i gotta go now!

nak joget-joget..

goodbye semua.. selamat jalan romeooo! hahaha!

bye! take-care dont take drug.. =)

2009-05-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

OH GOSH! I SWEAR THAT THIS IS THE ONLY MALAY MOVIE I WATCHED YANG PALING SWEETEST!
SERIOUS TAK BEDEK..
IF ONLY MY BIE SWEET MCM ADAM.. =(
but it's okay, that kinda guy is one in a million..
you guys should go watch!
go go go!!

okay done, i wanna continue watching this show..
musibot kao dhilla ckp aku apek cina tu..
hahaha! cb!

'ADEK MANIS?? MAU BELI HERBAA?'
ahahahha!
siaksiak..
k bye!

2009-05-09T17:11:00.003+08:00

FEELS LIKE INSOMNIAAAA AHH HAAA!~ Currently, im crazy with this song.. haha!
idiot xia khilla..
Anyways, i would like to wish a very2 Happy2 mommas day for all dear mommas in this world.. wo0ho0! may u have a healthy living life, stay happy as usual dear momma..
don't work too hard, jage diri baik2 at work..
no matter wad, u still do look pretty to me..
i love you mama!
hurhur!
sorry ehk ma, org ni tk bekerja, if only im still working, for surely im'ma get u something.. hurhur..
gift kita postpone dlu k ma? sayang dierrr.. hurhur!
again it's a saturday today, and im always stuck at home..
duh!
matair aku gi org tunang, sampai lupakan aku nampak..
bagos!
hahahah! oklar people, i think im gonna make a move now..
si shasha dice nie tk sabar2 ngn chat ngn aku.. wakkaa!
suka kacao2 org? hmpf!
anyone, care to share mane nk dpt contacts yg murah2,but worth it tk??
okay thanks! bye..

2009-05-08T01:01:00.003+08:00

FIFYE STOBERRRIII!! kenape u kluar, hmpf! jahat..
aru nk story2... takper2.. ku menantiii!! dan tetap terus menanti!
hurhur!
anyways, made my way to imm jux now together with sissie..
mommy! i dah hint2 kat u kan yg i nak rebond.. boleh k mommy?? i love u tauuu!!! muacks!
hehehe! my mommy is the best lar..
bought our dinner over at mcdonalds since almost all the food outlets are closed...
duh! danak 10.30pm xia..
grrr!
oh-ho!! had my double cheeseburger.. craving dok!
but den kan.. i jux ate the patty instead of the whole burger!
bodoh kan akuuu.. puas ati jux order the patty onie... wakaka!
stupid xia khilla...
i didnt haf much appetite for today.
i dont even know why xia.. hahaha..
oh! there's alot of things happened today!!!
hahaha!

while we were in mama's workplace, i was busy helping out wen i realised that.....
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i wore my panties terbalik xiaaa!!!!!
bodoh punyer khilla..
hahyahahahaha!!!
funny fcuker xia me..
even tu bodoh peh dhilla ketawekan.. hahahahahahahahha!! u deserve it.. memekak ajerrr..
hahahahaha!!

and while we were in the cab, something funny also happened!!
we were both busy talking about cars and about our childhood days...
kiwak, mcm pakcik2 xia bobal.. hahahaha!
dulu same2 kite maen goli, curik coli org, aink!
k bedek!
oh-ho! yes!
there's this car, i forgot wad brand it is..
sissie dgn smangat tunjok...

sis: eh eh dok! kao tgk!! tengok!! lawa xiaaa!!
*using her finger to point which car.. and as the car passed by, i can see her eyes mcm keroh gitu.. her mate itam mcm lari xiaaa!! hahahaha!!*
klakar rabak!!!
and so i laughed, muke dier pon blank.
so i told her, we laughed kuat giler xia.. satu taxi memekak! hahahaha!!!

dahlar, aku da mendak.. nk teman nie giler gosok aju...
bodoh.. siang2 tanak gosok.. wakakakak!
diam lar.. spiderman, spiderman..
aku sodok kao aru tau.. hahahaha!
k bye!

ps: MASHI!!!!! KALAU KAO MASOK SINGAPORE, JANGAN LUPER BELIKAN GULA-GULA 'NANO NANO' K?? YANG ORANGE TU TAU.. EACH UTK KAKAK2 ANGKAT KAO NIE.. OKAYY.. AKU SAYANG KAO.. NIE BONGOK NIE GI BALEK NGN DIER PEH NANO NANO.. AKU PON SEJIBEK NK MERASAINYER.. HAHAHA!

k bye kengkawans...

2009-05-06T14:37:00.002+08:00

Well, im currently having the urge to have some mini-makeover for myself..
i had something in mind.. ho-ho!
since i've never tried contacts on, i feel like tryin it on..
wad colour suits me best?? hrmm..
i've decided to rebond and get my hair highlighted..
there's some colours in mind too, but im nt too sure about it..
i must go check it out..
as for my weight issues, i have to workout 4 times a week.. and hopefully i get to see the difference in a month time..
hurhur!
seee!!
KHILLA IS BACK ON TRACK YAWWW!!! no more whining or anything about my weight issues..
pegi mampos, aku happy perrr! hahaa..
but i wanna live a healthy lifestyle, so yeah..
there goes...
will be meeting wanie later on to highlight some parts of her hair.. dat minah..
hahahahhaa!
oklar, i wanna go continue chatting wif my lesbo partner aka mashi..
hahah! choi!!!
aku straight okay! haiyo!
k bye!

2009-05-06T01:56:00.003+08:00

Here i am, updating my online diary..
anyways, im currently chatting wif fifye stoberi and nabz..
hurhur! chatting sakan nampak! chatting sakan nampak! hahaha!
dua2 layan aku peh giler.. bagos! hurhur.. =p
bf is busy doing his duty.. i miss him like f u c k lar okayyyy... grr!
the weight issues were brought up again by me due to some personal reasons..
oh gosh! i need to lose weight real fast lar hor..
hopefully those tips i've received online worth it tho'..
i want those abs, those tone arms, tone ass.. wo0ho0!
confem2 prettayeee.. haha..
almost all i knew already gained weight..
haha! woahhh.. nowadays banyak orang happy i supposed??
ho-ho!
obviously i accept who i am, but i wanna live healthy, so why not i give it a shot right??
by eating the right food, exercise daily, work-out, im sure it's worth it though..
okay lar, i think i better make a move now since my mind is totally blank..
haha!

&it keeps gettin' bettaaaa.. ho-ho!
bye!

2009-05-05T01:41:00.002+08:00

First and foremost! there's currently 'vote for you mlayu paling sweet' pat bwh k??
hahaha! mcm siakens..
eherm! so anyways, went to imm to fetch mom from work.
but before that, we went to ock to borong makanan and bubble tea each for us..
dudok2 pat rooftop, cukop time, chill2 pat tmpt keje mama! hurhur!
was laughing our ass out, mama marah dok! kuat sangat tawe.. hahaha!.
SATU2 BUAT BENDE TK SENONOH.. hahahah!
duh! blakang aku nga sakit lar..
dah! bace jek.. k bye!

2009-05-03T17:11:00.001+08:00

AGAIN IT'S SUNDAY AND IM STUCK AT HOME..
THANKS AHHHH! BORED XIA!

2009-05-02T14:30:00.002+08:00

I just remembered that today is saturday.. oh gosh!
im starting to miss going out with love every saturdays usually wen he's in camp before POP.. but since he's 24 hours working today, i cant get to meet him..
well, sometimes things dont happen the way we plan, so i gotta accept the fact that, we only get to meet each other say..
once a month?? oh gosh! if it's other girls, they would have gone away to look for another man.. but as for me, i definitely wont as im nt that kinda girl who couldnt survive without men by their side..
sometimes, i do feel alone, that's why i tend to go out endlessly, and wen it's about time, den i would come back home, so as i wont feel like some lone ranger..
we would only sms each other, only when he's free to do so..
since he stays in the east side area and me, north area, kinda difficult for us to meet up..
obviously some due to personal reasons..
im starting to miss him already..
i dont really giving hope though, i dont wanna end up gettin hurt in the inside right..
i'll leave it to fate..
till then, shall update soon..
hugs n kisses to all.. mwah!

2009-05-02T01:27:00.002+08:00

Oh! i almost forgot to add this in...
while we were watching congkak together.. we, as in me, sissie and farhan..
sissie fall asleep actually.. cause eventually she snores louder than the television.. haha!
here goes..

me: eh! kao tdo perr???
kakak sapau: *her snores stopped* mane ader. sembarang jek.. breathing aku bodoh.
me: hahaha! sial ajer breathing.. da tdo, tkmo step tk tdo ah.. tkmo jadik cam mashi ehk.. slalu deny2 sini sane.. slalu tdo, cakap resting tutop mate jek.. saje jek korg.. hahaha!
kakak sapau: maner aderr.. aku bangon seh.. nga tgk citer nie..
me: *laughing alone*

the other one was.. this happened in pizza hut while we were all busy munching those glorious foods..

me: *chewing the yummeh chix and den it eventually fly off from my cute chubby hands* hahahaha!!
kakak sapau: hahaha! i saw that okayyy..
me: dah tau diam2 ehk.. hopefully nobody sees that.. *paisey2 oredi*
kakak sapau: i must blog about this.. hahahhaa!

siol ah orang2 zaman skrg.. ape orang2 zaman dulu bikin, confem2 nk blog..
bilang ah.. bilang!*make the janji diana's stepmom's irritating voice*

okay im done for todayy!
byee! i wanna go continue chatting wif makcekkk the mashi.. =)

2009-05-01T23:52:00.004+08:00

As i've mentioned on my previous post that im'ma upload the pichas right? there it goes.. wo0ho0! Enjoistaaa! now im craving for swensens..
ah-huh! gotta waid for mommy's birthday pulak.. confem2 mkn luar again.. mom, take leave on that day k?? hurhur.
i love having family meals together..
Anyway to mash-mash..
don't be so sad dear bff, if ever u miss your family, u can at least treat us(which is my family) as yours.. we're already like sisters..
dah mcm adik-bradik pon.. redza tu kononyer anak sedara aku k.. but bukan.. hahaha!
ok larr.. enjoy!

That's our drinks and the desert.. =)

Then, came our food glorious food! =)) (NOW IM HUNGRYY AGAIN!)

He claimed that the guy who sits right at the right corner looks like the (geli mat) video.. ever heard of it?? hahaha! nie hamlao bobal slalu mapeah.. layankan jelar.. nantie tk layan, merajok.. pegi suro sueliana pujok kao k adik oi.. mwah! hahahah!

2009-05-01T16:18:00.002+08:00

Heyho there!

since im feeling oh-so-lazy for now, im'ma just update wad happened today,and will put up some pichas when im feeling-oh-so-rajin k?

haha!

today is mom and dad's anniversary yang ke.. errr.. urmm.. errr.. urrm.. 27th ehk ma? hahaha..

i think so larrr!

hahaha.. just so you know, we had our meal over at pizzahut!

wo0ho0! da lamer dok tak dine-in..

ader jakon sikit.. hahaha.. sikit jek, tk banyak..

i was drooling upon seeing the chicken, lasagna, cheesy meatballs despite me being sick..

i jux chew em all up.. hahaha..

no worries if im'ma throw it all out later.. i dont care! as long as i get wad i've been craving more..

mak minah lojing ordered banyak siao! hahahaha!

she ordered her curry chix baked rice, the brownie wif ice-cream, cheesy meatbals ah ape lagi.. alah senang cakap, tu bukan ala carte but it's a complete set ah..

hahaha!

i swear their pineapple juice sodappp! hahaha..

and oh! before dat.. i had this conversation with bro..

org pizza-hut: erm.. table for two??

me and bro: *tgk each other*

bro: pokeywak.. dier pikir aku date ngn kao pe xia.. hahaha!

and we were both laughing.. and imagining stuffs.. hahaha! citot..

wakaka!

anyways, after done eating, i felt like farting every now and then.. hahaks! pengotor ehk.. but who cares?! everyone farts, so? hahaha!

but i didnt fart lar, jux when it wanna comes out, something jux tarik alik.. haaha..

kecoh? k bagos..

errr.. wad else ehk??

ohhh!! baby an was also here with us..

but i guess after not meeting for a month, member da mcm malu2 nk amek gambar.. haha..

cute lil boy.. he's fast asleep now..

i feel like goin out..

bleargh! mendak!

ok lar.. byeee!

2009-05-01T00:01:00.006+08:00

(ATTENTION! heavy post k? happy reading.. )
Heyho fella mates!
wokeup at around 8.30am.. gosh! i was so excited when i heard that we're gonna haf rina & khilla date at sentosa..
as she had last minute interview there..
so we went there..
arrived there at around 3.30pm sharp..
we waited for like about an hour before she was called for the interview..
i was darn furious by then as it was friggin slow and late..
and the interview lasted for say.. an hour??
wah siao! i irritated oredi by then okay.. haha..
but, i jux go with the flow..
ho'gosh.. before we went out, i felt just fine as i dont feelin all headache and all..
as we were both hungry, we went to grab out late lunch cum dinner over at 7-11..
we only bought nasi lemak..
i bought wif a stick of nugget plus 3 big cookies.. yummeh! taste like flour tho.. duh! hahah!
done with eating, we talked crap, do some bitchings and like of course; CAMWHORE!
now spell it with me.. c-a-m-w-h-o-r-e!
yes! correct! bagos! sepuloh markah k! hahahaha! k tebiat..
anyways, while we were talked crap, there's somekind of a 'girl-fight' happened between some chinese girls..
find it funny tho.. tsktsk! we did the translation of course.. funny okeh.. boleh bukak kedai comic xia nie mcm.. hahaha!
once we done with cam-whoring, we saw fireworks! woahhh! siao! best kaperr! hahaha..
eh wad's with the 'wah siao' xia every now and den? k nvm.. suke ati aku ah.. haha!
so anyways, made our way home after dat..
and then, dat came the 'sick' part..
we gave the toilet a visit since i wanted to do some small business..
and..... i wanted to vomit!
at that point of time, i felt like #!$@%^&$ okayy..
darn it! haha!
i've tried to vomit, but it just couldnt come out..
while we were waiting for the bus to go back to harbourfront interchange, suddenly the feeling came..
and i vomit inside the bus okay.. mind you! but inside a plastic lar of course.. korg pikeh aku pengotor per?? duh!
hahaha!
i find it somehow funny between our conversation..

me: rina.. aku cam nak muntah xiaaa.. kepale aku pening..
rina: eh cepat2.. kao ader plastic kan.. kuarkan cepat!! naseb baek kao ader plastic xiaaa.. bagos2.. jux let it all out.. now! (massaging my back)
me: *huekkkk!!* *once im done vomitting, i smiled*
rina: eh yerlahh! kao muntah, kao sumore blei senyum?? klau aku tk blei sak.. i feel all weak already by then..
me: takpe.. aku da let it all out.. now im fine.. haha!
rina: eh yerlah.. kao lagi blei ketawee?? hahaha!
me: *continues vomitting till the plastic bag is almost full*

k i noe ini part disgusting, but jux bace if u guys want k? hahahah! mcm korg tk perna muntah.. pe jek! pe jek! pe jek! hahaha!

rina: k.. dah kuarkan semua?? da ok da??
me: dah ok dah.. nie bus bumpy2 xiaaa! pening paler aku!
rina: eh aku pon cam nk muntah ahhh.. *takes out her mentos*
me: yerlah!! funny xia kao.. jux relax.. breathe in and out, jux kip it k?? hahah!

once we've arrived at the interchange, i throw away the plastic away and made our way to cheers to buy more sweets..
done dat, board the train.. once im inside the train, i felt all sick and weak..
and my legs shivered at the same time.. buay tahan eyyyy!!!
hahaha!
walked all the way to the redline train..
we've decided to alight at newton as i felt like vomitting again..
but then, it just wont come out..
text daddy wether can i cab home since im all weak and sick, lucky daddy agreed as he'll be paying for it.. kiukiuk!
rest my head inside the cab..
apek bawak taxi k-siao xiaaaa.. drift sane sini.. baek perr! cam tau2 jek aku nga sakit? hahaha!
drop rina ard admiralty area..
den went home.. dad was furious as i was home late.. haha! sorrie daddy! the apek drove as fast as he can.. haha..
the apek even smoke a stick of ciggaratte while waiting for daddy to come down..
apek steady ehk.. haha.. i waited inside the cab.. free air-con and radio to listen to.. haha..
oh gosh! you guys don't know i felt at that period of time okay.. damn it!
you guys wanna noe why im all sick? alright! it goes like this..

me: *dengan semangat cedok nasi with yesterday's curry fish, eats like nobody's business*
fifteen minutes later, mom came home..
me: *opens the gate and was complaining bout the curry fish's smell is already one kind*
mom: tadi aku panaskan bau cam da basi2.. kao mkn tak rasa basi ke pape kan??
me: rasa dier cam biasa.. but den the bau come and go.. how was i to know.. org ngap ajer.. da laper nyer pasal mah..
mom: kao makan ajer.. bukan nk bau dulu.. okay lar tu..
me: *locked the gates and i was y'know.. huekk! like dat* alar u get wad i mean? den i throw away the food..
atok: tadi kao nga makan kan, asal kao pegi buang?? kan sayang..
me: dah basi seh tok!! org makan makanan basi! hahahaha!
atok: hmpf! kao percayerrr tuuuu?? *like how atok2 would say*

i wasnt really feelin all sick okayyy..
damn it!
lagi2 the conversation with my babylove.. hahaha!

me: bieee! i muntah sehhh! i feel so sick and weak..
bf: asl syg?? bie.. i nak kuar jumpe zaki tau.. u da mam?

woahh! org tgh sakit2, dier tanye aku da makan ke tk?? hahaha! bie... bie..

me: i rasa i makan nasi ngn kuah ikan curry basi tu seh tadi pagi.. grrr! nw i feel like muntah again seh bieee..
bf: u bawak duit how much gi sentosa bie??
* i think he wants me to take cab back home*
me: i cumer bawak $10 jek.. haha! if only u were here.. =(
bf: yelah.. klau i ader.. confem2 u muntahkan i kan?? u muntahkan i, i rembat u ah.. rembat mesti bikin punyer ah..

kao tengok betapa tak romantic and biadap matair aku sorg nie?? aku rembat kepala botak kao baru tau.. hahahahahha!!
okay lar.. im done now.. phew! happy enjoy pichas bebeh!!

ps: rina.. aku email gambar2mu besok jek k?? im too weak lar deyyy.. =) chat with me when u get home den..

BYE SAYANGS!

2009-04-30T09:27:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh! it's raining.. hopefully the rain gonna stop by 1pm tho'..
alriteyy! i wanna go cook now..
tata for nw!

ps: mlm i'll try my best to update k.. aww.. if only im still in bed... ahhh... *kening naik turon* haha!
dahh! k bye!

2009-04-28T23:39:00.003+08:00

Hello people!
well, it's been a while, didnt meet the gfs..
now's the time..
haha! anyways, went to crescent park just now together wif mai and rina..
&& oh! before that! i went over to wanie's crib to visit baby harith! cute xiaaa!
mendak kene pelangkong pat kepala lar ok.. haha!
so anyways, as i've mentioned about me, goin out wif gfs, yea..
talked crap, jokes, horror stories etc..
it was fun though! and last of all, camwhores..
i miss mashi too okay.. should hangout again someday together wif mashi k mash? ho-ho!
i miss boyfriend.. like really okay..
damn it!
oh yea, after mai and her boyfriend went off, me and rina went over to koufu for our very2 late dinner.. haha!
had chix wing wif rice.. yummeh! but fattening lar of cox.. haha.. lapar peh pasal..
soon after eating, both of us went our separate ways..
and we call it a day lar.. im tired okay.. and i mean very..
haha!
it's because i went up to 11th floor by staircase.. and it's very2 tiring as i was panting while talking to rina's mom.. haha!
kesian rina ehk kene complain.. wakaka!
her kittens are very cute okay.. i sukerr!
i think i might be sleeping early tonight.. boyfriend pon i tink da terlelap..
oh well..
oklar, i wanna go check on my tagged and facebook..
klau tkde org nk chat wif, i might go to sleep after this.. haha!
byeee!
enjoy the pichas anyway.. byeee!

2009-04-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

Im currently missing my ponyoooo! hurhur.. =) meet ya soon k kecik?
anyways, didnt do anything much today since me and sissie didnt get to sleep the whole friggin night..
and i swear the both of us are like zombies.. even wanie didnt sleep the whole night due to playing her puzzle bobble game.. haha!
love didnt text me the whole day, except for the one that he's already reached home..
only tuhan jek tau aper yang dier buat without me knowing anything right..
i'll leave it to fate then..
i really2 wanna head somewhere to get some peace in my mind..
gosh! i've been having this paranoid and insecure feelings these days..
some things are just not right.. and i cant seem to find the reason why..
oh! i miss working at golden village.. haha!
fun! i sukerrr! haha!
gosh.. it's going to be a month now,my pp8 have yet to be topped up by dearest mommy..
ho-ho!
i really2 wanna rebond back my hair.. looks like evil clown to me when it's friggin dry..
haha!
im'ma take good care of it till it grows back like how my hair used to look like..
lots of rocking relationship happened within this month..
makdatokkk!
SOS! somebody please help me!
okay i know im over-exaggerating.. im bored..
i miss having family gathering over at swensens .. can i have them one day mom and dad? pretty please?
heee! i've finally gained back my self-confidence back.. all thanks to my FIFYE STOBERI! wo0hoo! thank you very much bebehhh! hurhur..
and thanks for being there when i need someone to talk to..
gosh! ure the best lar.. haha!
should i wait for him to reply to my messages or, should i just get some sleep for tonight?
thanks bro haizad for ur care and concern too.. thanks alot! hurhur..
i guess i better make a move now..
goin to bed real soon..
my head is spinning obviously due to lack of rest..
goodnight fellas! more of a goodmorning now.. haha..
so, goodmorning people! haha.. byee!
tc..

2009-04-27T07:06:00.003+08:00

DHILLA!! STOP IT WITH KAO PEH MAK MENTI OKAY?? BIGTIME CB!

Since im still wide awake now, and it's already 7.06am, i've decided to forgo sleep today...

set record kaperr??! steady ah xiaa! wakakka.. k dah, language tu tolong ehk, adjust sikit.. haha!

i need a cup of coffeee oi! anyone care to gimme a cup of it? haha!

so anyways, i feel like letting it all out here, this blog belongs to me right.. sape2 da bace, mulot tolong seal okay..

i felt like me and boyfriend are drifted far apart.. i really dont know why.. maybe we dont get to spend time together like how we used to..

but usually, org kate klau tk spend time da lame, makin rindu kan??

but as for me, we didnt meet for like, a month??

understanding if he's busy and dont really have time for me, but it's okay, i guess time will heal everything..

as for now, im'ma try to find something to do everyday since he doesnt gimme late night calls nimore, sms? hrmm.. obviously boleh terkira..

but tkpelarr.. aper kan daya kan.. dah nasib badan...............................

but! dat dont spoil my mood for the day kan.. no more songsang.. no more stress.. no more kepala serabot..

but instead, my mood is starting to change to a happy mood..

pms danak goneee! yay! hahaha! kecoh ehk..

ooh! as i was surfin the net just now, i found some tips on dieting..

drink plenty of water; ice cold to be exact..

non-fatty food.. obviously! duh!

ermm.. wad else?? i cant really remember, but i did save the website page, but, im too lazy to copy and paste it here.. haha! even if i did copy, it would be waste of time..

cox aku tau tkde org bace blog aku..

hahaha! cb cb!

aku nak joget nowww!! wo0ho0!!

lagu umbrella seh dhilla bukak!

k wa mau gelek pantat now..

bubyeee!

2009-04-27T01:06:00.002+08:00

Im currently in my sad-saddy-dy kinda mood..
since this is the only place i could pour out my feelings, im'ma do it right here..
my relationship's kinda rocky right now..
i've been wondering wad type of mistake i did until i can see there's changes in him..
dear love, if only u were to change back to who u are, i would be surprisingly happy and definitely we'll be right on track like how we used to be..
damn it!
anyways, im still thinking bout privatising my blog for the time being.. i jux need some privacy..
and mcm siakkk!!! i've been hearing voices everywhere lately.. what does dat means?
it's kinda scary though..
grrr! and it's getting on my nerves.. whatever..
hais!
im just hoping i could sleep till everything is right on track..
can i do that??
girfy-girlfriends, i really2 need u guys this time around.. but there's just none of them..
cept for the fact that i did shared my problems to rina, mash and wanie..
but, i seriously need u guys to be by my side during this time..
=((
he seems to be ignoring me, running away from his problems instead of talking things out with me.. something like avoiding me..
im sure those ones yg mata merah might be laughing at me right now..
but so what? whatever okay bitches..
i gotta go now..
bye

2009-04-26T00:32:00.004+08:00

I LOVE THESE KINDA FASHION.. BLUEK!

2009-04-25T01:35:00.002+08:00

No doubt that every relationship has its ups and downs..
& obviously i just had mine, and alhamdullilah! we're back on track, but, he always make me argue with him.. be it a joke or the truth..
senang kate, aku tk boleh kena sikit! haha!
and these cramp are really2 bein a pain in the stomach.. haha (supposedly arse, but mine stomach lar horr) haha!
so anyways, he's out now.. idk wether is he really at his friend's place or somewhere else..
kadang2, laki pon tk boleh percaya tau..
haha!
lately, im always in my bitch mood and i wonder why..
my goodness gracious..
can i like be normal back again?? damn it? typically khilla.. oh baby baby.. haha!
im currently craving for err.. nasi briyani with lauk ayam masak merah..
haha! anyone kind enough to get me a packet of that?? hahaks!
oh gosh! how can any employer goin to get through me since my prepaid is already $zero$ and i've applied tons of admin and sales jobs.. haha! pandai kan aku.. aku tau! bigtime cb!
haha!
anyways, as for tomorrow..
hrmm.. my saturdays are always sucha bore.. it's because it has always been the same though..
just like my weekdays.. especially my sundays..
no more family day since parents are busy working, bro da besar; dah tak campor sangat(haha!), sissie oso da penat and tkde mood, me? ah yer! slalu merayap.. hahaha! always tkde arah tujuan.. please arahkan aku ke tempat yang lebih berfaedah can? haha!
oh gosh! i really need to rebond my hair.. but idk.. im'ma try to ask mama to bring me to a salon for rebonding.. if only she wants tho.. tak memaksa.. haha! i really look like evil clown in this kinda hair..
how i wish i have my pretty long hair.. sayang seh! kesian rambutku adik beradiknya telah dipotong.. tkpe k sayangs, nantie adek bradek yg laen tumboh alek.. dont worry bout dat k? hurhur..
it's going to be 2am soon, and im not yet in bed.. as usual, i couldnt get some sleep..
lucky wanie gf is online to entertain me..
rina bueyyy.. mashi lagiiii.. suddenly offline.. tak bilang! rabak!
haha..
*pms mode on*
it's normal to have period twice a month right?? hopefully it's normal though.. im healthy okay..
grrr!
i really2 need to work out to burn these cute fats.. hehe..
sorrie babies, mommy gotta get rid of u real soon alright? haha!
ehh! cramp! sakit! ishk!
okay lar okay lar.. i better get going now..
these cramps is getting more and more melampau..
byee people!

2009-04-24T15:32:00.002+08:00

I hate you, but i love you..
I shall pretend that everything's fine and back to normal again..
*breathe in and out deeply*
Sometimes i ponder.. thinking is he the one for me?
is he the right one for me? is he the worth waiting for? does he worth it to be with me?
or, does he really2 understand and accept me for who i am?
well, the answer is always there, but we human being just cant see it..
getting all worked up, head full of our own personal problem, and jux ignoring wasnt the best way to settle things..
well, u wanted it to be that way, then go on..
i know each and every one of us has our own problems to solve, but i guess, being alone, plucking in my earpiece to both of my ears, relieves me..
just have to endure everything..
sorry klau english aku pecah, blog aku, aku peh suke ah..
i cant think straight nowadays..
firstly, i wanted a job badly.. secondly, org2 zaman skrg suke pandang rendah kat kita2..
and banyak2 lagi lah!
i know my posts are all kinda emotional these days..
well all thanks to him..
banyak2 terima kasih!
u and ur ego tk abes2..
penting kan diri sendiri, so selfish!!
i think im'ma go for a jog later on... just so i could think straight..
siak ah.. im already gonna be 19 xia dis year..
aku bukan 4 years old lagi ok.. i know wad is right and wad is wrong..
i lead my own life.. den dat's it..
sudah! bye! mood ilang..
ps: i dont think i'll be using my hp.. mcm knnbccb!!

2009-04-23T22:07:00.003+08:00

I've no mood to say hello for today..
but since i've already did, so, hello..
no doubt im all shivering since i only had a piece of bread for dinner..
felt like vomitting, but i jux cant..
everything seems to turn down on me..
lucky my babygirl wanie always there for me.. thanks alot gf! i love you.. xo paris..
haha!
dont ask me why im all torn up..
it has always been u, kept thinking bout ur own feelings..
how about mine??!
have u ever think about it?
thanks for everything..
it takes only a few seconds for that fight..
maybe i was the one to blame..
just count how many chances i've been giving u, but wad about me?
just one mistake, and u make that small stupid lil matter, to a big one..
well maybe u should do some self-reflect..
it has always been me at fault, always been me making u happy..
BUT WAD ABOUT MINE???!!!
it's not fair aint it?
gosh! one after another..

please dont bother asking about whom im talking about..
everything just makes me not in a mood..
tak guna msg, klau tk dilayan..
sudah lah!
bye!

2009-04-23T06:57:00.003+08:00

It's gonna be 7am soon.. i just wokeup from a pretty bad nightmare..
gosh! and it's still running and repeating inside my head..
please make it go away.. please!
ya'll wanna know what nightmare i had??
alright, i shall share it with ya..
and within a year and a month im with love, this is the very first time love wasnt there to console me and tell me dat everyting's gonna be ok.
im still sad though..
& oh! back to my story..
i only remember the part whereby, me and mashi 'worked' as despatch, where u hafta send things to mortuaries..
gosh! it's really nightmare-ish..
so anyways, here's the part..
we were in a same lift with dead bodies..
but of course there's ya know.. those men carries the dead bodies and into the mortuary..
but then, idk whyyyy there's dis one woman's dead body left there alone in the lift..
and! 'our things' that gotta be despatched, was also left inside the lift, and then, someting happened!
we couldnt remember where we should send all those things after seeing the dead bodies..
so mashi was the one checking the labels on all the things dat we should send in separate rooms..
mind u, 3 bilik okayyyy.
i wonder why there's alot of mortuary rooms in a go.. there is?? ok idk..
while mashi was checking the labels, on of the dead bodies, suddenly moved, and attacked her..
ya allah!!! ya allah!!
i can hear that mashi was groaning in pain..
all i could do was to run for help, but then, guess wad???! i saw the two men who was supposed to carry all the dead bodies and a makcik cleaner, falling asleep at one corner..
was relax ajer.. mcm tkde pape gitu..
as i was waking all of them up, tk jln, suddenly kan! i heard mashi and the 'minah zombie' walks together and talked at the same time..
kirakan the dead body came to life..
hahaha! was funny at the ending part, but kinda scary sumwhere in the middle.
alright! bye for now..

2009-04-22T22:28:00.002+08:00

Went to tampines one today..
not much there actualli, except for the fact that there's bunch of shops that can be found over at town area..
*angkat2 kening*
well, im kinda busy these days as i'll be busy looking for jobs everywhere..
duh! haha!
well, my life is kinda cockup these days..
due to some problems, i think im depressed..
*sigh*
love wasnt really there for me..
kinda sad and depressing but whatever lah..
hais! ok lar..
enjoy the pics we camwhored, i know im fat..
diam2 je lar.. bye!

2009-04-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

Err hello fellas readers!

my day was well-spent at home together wif dearest family members and family angkat..

haha! mashi and baby redz to be exact k? haha!

anyways, since i've been craving for my peppermint milk tea, i've decided to have one..

all thanks to my sissie angkat.. haha!

thank you so much bebeh! or else, my craving tk tau biler aru dpt..

hahaa! =p

had snack wrap too plus rice wif egg curry.. sedap tauuu!

andddd! i had cheese hotdog! yummehhh! with sambal skali..

yummy abesan punyerr.. haha!

i miss love actualli..

not been contacting much wif him, since my pp8 had died since then, terpaksa lar beta pakai websms.. haha!

kecoh ehk..

oh oh and btw! me and mom are in good terms now! yay! but the both of us felt a lil bit awkward though'.. im nt sure why..

and! i'll be heading to tampines tomorrow together wif my rina gf..

=))

mwah!

be sure to be on time okay.. tkmo anyhow2 suke2 hati dtg lmbt..

i smack u den u noe..

and, obviously we're gonna camwhore tml kan, nampak gayanya i've to delete some of the photos we took on my memory card.. takot full siak!

hahaha..

i soo wanna mit love real soon..

rindu oi! hahaha! dat stupid abg botak..

okay den, i have to make a move now.

kene websms rina plak.. nak plan tml's date mah..

hehe.. bye people!! =)

2009-04-20T13:20:00.003+08:00

Hello again everyone..
i woke up today, with a very2 sad face, knowing that everything's gonna be okay..
but sadly, it's not..
im thinking about finding a job over at the east side..
but despite of all the personal problem plus, i admit! I'VE FINANCIAL CRISIS right now..
blardy-arse! how can i tolerate, finding jobs without having any ka-chings? right?
gosh!
i can't take it anymore.. i need a break from all of these.. really!
from people forcing me to go back to school and force me to even look for a job, haprak!
how am i supposed to do so people??
if only u guys were in my shoes, then probably you will understand..
so sorry wany i couldnt make it to meet u today..
even if i meet u, i wouldnt be the same khilla u used to know..
im not the jokin type, the ones who used to be bubbly, cheerful etc before..
that was all then, maybe i need a break..
TO EVERYONE, IM SORRY, I CANT BE PERFECT..
well because right now, right here.. im feeling these way..

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think

I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that

I'm alright

And you can't change me

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

But you don't understand

And please people, understand my situation..
I tend to cry when i started thinking about it..
just like how i did, while i was cooking in the kitchen..
guess everyting's gonna be back in place when i was gone for good..
bye

2009-04-20T00:42:00.002+08:00

Well hello again people.. =)

since love and all my other gfs are already in bed, i've decided to blog once again..

like suddenly, i missed goin to school, make new whole bunch of crazy friends, hold a pen and fill in those blanks in a worksheet that all teachers usually gave out or workbook, haha! and i miss working too..

gosh!

i wonder when will i get a job, and i'll promise to myself dat im'ma stick with dat job, say.. a year or more? insyallah! amin!

pray hard for me alright people..

and! i miss hanging out wif my bunch of girlfriends plus those outing.. woah! kenangan je seh.. =(

plus, i miss camwhoring(plus tuckin in my muffin top) hurhur! prangai busok ehk khilla.. i know.. but okay wad..

and! since im gonna be bored tomorrow, im'ma most probably hang-out together wif my bunie or goin for a jog alone.. i do need sometime to be alone..

with music plug in my ears and do my thang.. chey! hahaa!
u know how much i love being alone and pasrah2 sendiri.. kononnyer tangkap feeling lar gitu bodoh.. hahaha!!

ok jokin!

grr! I WANT SOMEONE TO ENTERTAIN ME NOW CAN??

AND MOST OF ALL!!! I MISS BEING WITH A HAPPY FAMILY LIKE HOW WE USED TO..

AND I MISS HAVING LONG HAIR!! BABI AKU! BODOH! PEGI POTONG APASAL?! STUPID KAN KAO KHILLA..

ASAL KAO MKN BANYAK2?? KAN.. BADAN DA NAEK, ARU NK TAU EXERCISE..

DOUBLE BODOH KAN KAO KHILLA!

arghhh!!!

ok done! i've already done my part, and at least se-bimbo2 aku, aku admit tauuu! bluek!

hahaha! i miss my old body, my long hair, spend time wif love, hangout wif gfs..

aww.. memories i shall keep in my heart forever and ever.. =) + =(

okay lar people.. i chao for now k? slamat mlm! i mean, pagi! mwah!

2009-04-19T22:41:00.002+08:00

Heyho everyone!
ohh lovely ones.. no worries, im just fine right here..
just some personal problems..
i hope u guys understand as i dont wish to talk about it..
thanks alot for those concern ones..
hurhur!
im a'okay now!! hurhur..
spend sometime wif wanie jux nw.. she'll oweas be there to make my day!!
with her trademark face and her stupid laugh.. obviously brings joy to my pretty2 face.. haha..
chey, self-proclaim xia beta..
i really2 need to find a job real soon..
i jux uploaded my pics over at jobsdb and jobscentral.. hopefully they'll call me asap..
please please *praying hard*
and oh!
spend sometime with l0ve together wif sissie and her bf..
we went swimming!!
didnt snap any pics yesterday as we were all busy swimming, kena bully, dramas and i should say, all werent in the mood to swim yesterday..
but den! dat didnt spoil the plan, we still had plenty of fun swimming there despites of the mood..
ho-ho! went over to mom's workplace to fetch her, dinner over at burger king den cabbed to home sweet home..

anyways, tags are replied heree! bace okay?? =))

filanaomi: khilla!!!i miss u babe! hehe wah sampai update sal exercise ehk!!cool2 i can learn too hehe
' i know u missed me.. huahuak! u ar, lame tk online.. kenape nie? busy wif school ehk. hurhur.. can2.. i suke share2.. best! haha.. =))

fifye: babe ! bacer my blog !
' i da bace ur blog oredi.. hurhur.. okay can! let's hangout someday okay. hangout mesti hangout punyaa! wakaka.. i noe it's gonna be fun.. =DD heee!

rina: wei, y u cry sei babe?! wad happen??mygod. share witme..i cn b ur listenin hears rmembr? im on9 n one call awae if u nid me..
' just some personal matters.. i dont wish to talk about it.. really2 hurting.. hehee.. pilu di hati lar.. hope u understand honey.. i noe u'll oweas be there wen i need u.. huahuak!

FYDA: What's wrong with you?! Sorry. Madang I online jer, busy. Anyway, nk tengok citer Wolverine? You, Mashi and I? =)
' nothing honey.. im fine already.. u memang, part i nk chat ajer busy.. nak mrajok even more ahhh mcm gni! hahaha.. wolverine?? i sembarang.. u tanye mashi.. dier slalu busy punyer.. hurhur.. im always freee.. =))

lee lee: Sayang, link me hor. Ilove you khilla!<3
' okay honey, will link u up right now.. love u too leeee! =) ho-ho! dont forget our plan nk carik keje same2 or hangout okay? make sure ah! or else, i'll spank ur pretty butt.. haha!

Aiteyy people..
i think dat's all for tonight.. i wanna go chat wif rina and mashi right now..
byee babies! =)

2009-04-18T23:52:00.003+08:00

MAYBE CRYING IS THE BEST THING EVER..
TRUTH DOES HURTS, BUT WHATEVER IT IS, WE STILL HAVE OUR FEELINGS..
i've no mood to update for today..
thanks bie for listening, i appreciate it lots..
MWAH!
bye.

2009-04-18T02:25:00.001+08:00

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& not to forget, do it 20 reps alright?? =)) happy exercising fellas..
i'll keep updatin it for more.. hurhur..
byeee!